just a blink of an eye,2008 will end in a few days.so many things come and go.there are good news and bad news.good news is that im going back very soon and the bad is that finals is just around the corner.wish me luck.anyway...i havent receive any of my chirstmas pressies.where are they??lol

talked to aunty yesterday and she said shes coming to kl for christmas.lol.shes trying to talk me into studying business.haha.she said she has this vision that 1 day i will still venture back into the field of business.she said that im good in making relationships with other people.lol is that really true?haha but anyway i told her that i will give that a thought.opinions?lol.

what happened just now gave me a chance to experience or should i say see the very best in friendship.i was participating in the exhibition which final year students exhibit their fyps.it was like a competition too.and today the result was announced and to my awe i actually won the 1st price in the simulation group once again.and like last time some people werent happy or jealous about the fact that they got beaten by a 2nd year diploma student.the main thing is that they were a few groups that were under the same supervision of a lecturer.some of them won and some of them didnt.they werent proud nor were they sad.to them it was like a whole big family.whoever wins is their win too.they played and took photos together.they shared and passed the trophy.there was no sign or existence of jealousy among them.i was totally bedazzled by this phenomena.i really wished i had friends like them.that will stay by their side no matter what.and will always support one another.i always stand up and support my friends but ive never seen anyone of them doing that to me.where is the karma?

anyway...nevermind those stuff.why?because theres no point being sad about how others treat you.and CHRISTMAS is around the corner.yeay.there comes the reason for me to go shopping again...lol.

HAPPY 19th BELATED BIRTHDAY to LEE PENG YANG

congratulations to connie who have just recieved her good uec results.

if its one thing ive learnt so far.it is that sometimes being too kind to other people isnt really a good thing.people take you for granted.its because they think that youre at their disposal and that you will not be angry at them.which explains why people always take me for granted.maybe its time i stop treating other people nicely and dont care about how other people feel.be selfish.

will we wake up one day and realise that we have taken everything around us for granted and start to appreciate everything???

what is life all about??a state of truth denial??

my condolences to the victims of the recent tragedy in ulu yam baru and bukit antarabangsa.god bless the lost souls.

yesterday was intense shopping with friends.lol i finally got a lacoste polo tee.lol.

anyway its going to be a very busy week...with prodex going on.flght simulator to be built and edubot to be done T.T

you guys always asked me not to give myself pressure and yet you guys are constantly pressurizing me.how ironic.

thank you mum and dad for buying me a new pair of adidas porsche. i love you both. :)

im really deprived of sleep.i dont know why but i just felt like sleeping all the time.but since joo is here i shall have to accompany her as promised.lol.trust me.im so damn broke now.

my condolences to peng yangs uncle who had just passed away yesterday.cheer up dude.

anyway im going to A1 grand prix this sun.whos going??hahah

im simply just too lazy to upload pictures for the moment.i feel like going home now...arrgh.where theres least stress and more KOLO MEE :(

its been a rather tough week.having long calls with lecturers and stuff.im dying already.i really hope andy could help or at least try.i cant do all this by myself.im not superman. :(

why everyone thinks that i can do this and that when they dont even know my limits or should i say i dont know my own limits?lecturers want me to help them do stuff thats almost impossible for me to solo and my parents want me to get 3.5 cgpa.ive already tried so hard last sem and i only managed to get all Bs.just that i failed math.but isnt that good enough for you people?other people can get a 4 flat doesnt mean i can too.our brains arent the same and not everyone is strong in academic.i wish everyone could understand how i felt at times.my friends are so forever happy whenever i see them.they are so free during lunch time when i have to run here and there call him and her.sigh.i wished someone could at least hear me out.but .... who?

should i resign as the vice-chairperson??

i think its time for me to forget the past and move on.but things are easier said than done. :(

i need inspirations.IDEAS.

im writing an esaay TOWARDS AN INDEPENDENT JUDICIARY IN MALAYSIA due 30 nov.anyone has any good idea??

well its my 200th post for this blog.

life was a roller coaster for the past 2 weeks and now im trying real hard to pick up the pieces and glue them together.at times i felt scared and lonely walking down this path that i have no idea where it leads to. whenever i come to a junction,i dont know which to choose.i wished there was someone who could walk with me and guide me along the way.i believe in everything we do or choose every now and then will affect our future.and im really trying my best to choose the correct path so that i will not regret.

people always say that im very lucky and happy all the time because i always smile and laugh in front of them.but do they actually understand me??the real me underneath the happy mask?smiling and laughing doesnt mean that im happy all the time.ironic i know.but it is the way i am.why should we show a sour face or shout at people who dont even have anything to do with our anger and emotions?some say we are still young and why should we be thinking so much.care for everything.look at the big picture.the world for example.its in such a mess and we will hardly be able to clean it up.why is it in this state at the first place.look at us.the people.we are the ones that caused such mess.many people are just too selfish.they think that what they do or say is right.and they dont even care about other people.they simply just ignore it.if you tell them that it is wrong to be selfish,they would say IS IT??SO WHAT??YOU GO BE THE HERO LA...CARE FOR SO MUCH FOR WHAT?? this is how hatred and anger is formed.people dont care about other peoples feelings.if everyone is willing to step back and rethink about everything they just said or did.care for other people.think for them.i believe the world will be a better place.

look at malaysia.our own country.many tourists always say MALAYSIA IS GOOD.I LIKE IT.ITS SO PEACEFUL.SO MANY DIFFERENT RACES BUT STILL LIVING TOGETHER.i just smile and say yea yea but inside i am actually laughing my ass off.yes i like malaysia.its nice.but everyone living in harmony??hahahhahahah thats funny.put a gun on the road and see what will happen.a chinese or a malay will pick up the gun and shoot the other race.8 out of 10 people in malaysia are racist.trust me.i made a survey.dont believe??i give you 2 examples. 1st.look at the graffiti by the road.most of them have either CINA BABI.SOHAI MALAY. 2nd. play an online game.esp DOTA.speak malay and tell them youre a malay.at least 1 out of the remaining 9 will say FUCK NOOB MALAY.STUPID MALAY. isnt it racism? :) sooner or later,if nothing is done.another incident similiar to the may thirteen incident will happen again and this time it will be worse than the previous.look at the military power in malaysia.most of them are malays.im not saying its bad.but if such incident happens,what will happen to the chinese?run?throw notes and coins at them?the government should help stop racism.take action.im trying my best to do my part.ive scolded lots of my friends who are racists.so its time the government do something instead of arguing about politics.finding out other ministers bad stuff.sex scandal.backstab one another.wake up and stop acting like a 3 years old kid.

i cant seem to be able to find any word that could describe how i feel right know.i dont know how highly you guys have expected of me.but what i know is that it is beyond my capability.ive tried so hard.especially in math.its not like im the only one who failed that sub.its like more than half of the class failed too.are Bs not good enough?must i get all As?im not a study machine.i thought you guys would at least say something nice.but instead...sigh.im tired of everything.have you guys thought of how i felt?

all of a sudden everything just seem to be coming my way.i dont even know what am i doing everyday.everything just seem so blur.

i wish there was really someone who i could talk to or turn to right know. :(

i never felt so nervous yet excited at the same time.results are coming out tomorrow.lol

sometimes letting go is the best solution.

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results results results areeeee coommiinnggg ouuutt...lol

lets say today isnt my day.it all started with banging my head on the bed when i got up this morning.scolded by my lecturer for a small reason.sprained my ankle during futsal and left my flip flops at the futsal court.talk about luck.anyway im looking forward to tomorrow.im sure after every storm theres a rainbow.lol

should i take french this sem??

kuiyin cheer up ok? :)

charlene,i will try my best to get back to kuching during cny.hahah i havent played sparklers for a long long time.hahahha

i took airasia yesterday and when i got off the plane.this girl suddenly approach me and said.hey thats a nice book youre reading.i read it already.i was reading half a yellow sun by chimamanda ngozi adiche.the girl was from nigeria and that was where the book was from too and she was very happy with the fact that it was available in malaysia and someone was reading it.haha

shes studying i n kl and she went to kuching for holiday and you know what she said??kolo mee is very very nice.hahahahhahaha

school started on monday but for me it starts today.hahah i skipped 3 classes because i was still in kuching having my kolo mee. XD

i just got back from bing! and while i was there,i kinda wish it was 2 years ago.back then we used to patronise the place almost every weekend.choc brownies and oreo cheese.everyone was so happy and were like crazy lunatics.walking here and there.crapping about this and that.but now its so different.even if we are able to gather together.it would still be fine and cool but i mean the feeling is not there anymore.i mean now that everyones has chosen their very own path and are busy pursuing their dreams.our ideas and thoughts would never be the same.everyone has their own thinking.

i really miss everyone.back then i really took it for granted.we played and we fought.those were the days.but this is the price we have to pay to pursue our very own dreams.

yesterday is history.today is a gift.tomorrow is a mystery.

the pics are all in facebook.im too lazy to upload the same stuff twice.

i dont want to go back to kl.i dont want to go back to the crazy and stressful life.i want KOLO MEE.my kolo mee therapy will officially end tomorrow.

FYI,ive gained some weight.prolly around 6 or 7 kg.hahahah

some shots of my friends during the last day of their secondary school life in my ex school.haha i really miss secondary school life.which i didnt graduate.haha because i chickened out.hahhaha anyway back then we were like carefree kids.all we stressed about was who are we playing against for our futsal and football.

anyway kuiyin wanted me to upload them.so heres some. :)











guang took this pic and it seems that hes not quite comfortable with the fact that im took a picture with his girl.hahaha

it is not how i look outside but what i am beneath it that defines me.

girl.i really duno what to say anymore.the fact that you took me for granted really made me speechless.yes frankly speaking,i maybe a person whose temper will not last long,but this isnt the way to treat a friend.6 years of friendship.and all i get is this?the fact that i treated you like my little sister.i SWEAR to god that i treated you the best among my friends.believe it or not.ask anyone you like.whatever u wanted i bought you.everything i thought of you first.

yes i may not be your boyfriend.but it doesnt mean that you can just throw your friend around.your friends are humans too.i have feelings you know.im deeply disappointed by what you did yesterday and today.

last night,maybe i acted to harsh.i apologise.but what about today?we went to the place because you said it was nearer to your place.fine with me.i give in.i rushed from my office to the place.and its freaking far you know.you want to pay for my petrol?what when i went over?where were you?you came for less than 10 mins and you left just like that.fine.i try to control my temper.you said we meet up tonight because xy is back.10 pm fine.when i went over there?all i see is harry xy and his bro.WHERE ARE YOU?

i dont know if you read my blog or not.but let me remind you here.i am too a human like you and i have feelings too my dear.you took me for granted when you dont need me and when you needed me?youre softer than the meadows.what is all this about?

totally disappointed.honestly my dear.i really dont want to lose you as a close friend.but i dont think i have any choice do i?

i thought i thought it would be a great holiday when i get back to kuching.i thought there would be lots of fun.i thought i will be so busy with food sessions.but i was somehow wrong this time.

F R I E N D S ?? or just merely a tag along doll ??

or maybe i was simply too selfish.wanting everyone to be with me all the time.wanting to be entertained all the time?im prolly still naive as before.i dont know.






to miss debbie
i look forward to that moment...hahah you dont need me to remind you right?hahhha

im in front of my laptop but im using my p1i to blog and surf the net.can you picture how bored i am now?someone puhlease save me from this void.. Help

since yesterday after setting my foot on the my kolo mee paradise that i was longing for months back.i became emotionally unstable.i duno why and im still trying to find the answer.its not that im not satisfied about my life,i mean i have all the things that i want.i indulge in almost everything i liked except for an ipod.but somehow i suddenly felt that everythings so pointless.living 19 years on this planet.what have i done?what have i contributed to the public?i mean out there in this world.some people around my age or polly younger are already earning money themselves or contributing all they have to the society,to make the world a better place.but here i am contributing nothing.am i looking at a picture thats too big to me?i really wished i was capable of making the world a better place.but how?i really have no idea where to start from.all of a sudden i felt so alone in this big wide world. striving to survive.

all the friends around me seem to be forever confident with their lives and what they do or aim for.but im always blurred about my future.at times i think i will succeed but there are also times that it is as it being swallowed up by the boogey monster.nowhere to be seen.i salute my friends that are so forever calm and cool.they always have plans for their paths ahead.if there is a remedy for it,i will do what every it takes to have it.

i could use some company for the time being.but who?you he she him her they them it?where are my strength that i used to have?i know im very weak mentally but i was never this weak before.what has happened to me??too much kolo mee??

thank you girl :)

2 more papers and i will be a free man for two weeks.i miss kuching and everything nice...hahah when i go back...the list of people i wanna meet up with is like so damn long...lol and i only have 2 weeks.oh wells.lets not whine.we should appreciate things that are given to us...KOLO MEE....

debbie i will call u when i go back...hahahah dont worry...

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9 more days.

adventure awaits...lol

When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

i seriously need some sleeping pills to help me sleep...im knackered but somehow i cant sleep...

sara tancredi did not die...lol and shell be back in season 4...prison break.

xing is going massive and hes MAD....MAD...hes totally mad....

ive just realised that i have only one more week left to gobble up a stack of notes which is as high as mount everest.save me...

but look at the bright side....after every storm, theres a rainbow...so lets get prepared for the storm and after that i will be back in kuching enjoying KOLO MEE...

i have an insatiable craving for kolo mee....  XD

sometimes life is like a boxer.you go up the ring and you are alone up there. either you give all youve got and maybe win the match or you suffer from defeat.you defend yourself from incoming jabs and punches. sometimes you get surprise blows right on your head. and if youre strong enough you will just stagger for a moment. if youre not you will fall down. but no matter how hard youre hit, you still have to pick yourself up pieces by pieces and stand up before 10 counts. and if you dont,you are not worthy of surviving in this cold-blooded world. no one but you yourself and save yourself from defeat.

people dont want to know about the truth.for example.a boxing match, people only want to know who won the match but does anyone care about hw many heavy blows on the head that both boxers suffer from? how many brain cells dead? people dont care about the process. they only want the result. often, people how ask how was your result?how many As did you score?you only managed to get an A? but they never thought of how much did the person sacrifice for it and did the person who got only an A gave his best shot during the exams?

im tired of compromising with pressures and high hopes that are showered upon me.i really need a break from this crazy mad world.

so lets go to damai beach when i go back yes?? (: open for registration.

and msn messenger is perhaps one of the best invention in communication in the 20th century.

sorry guys...ive been MIA for quite sometime now.was very busy rushing assignments and doing revision...anyway im still in a healthy condition.exams are just round the corner,prolly in another 2 weeks or more.im still waiting for the timetable to come out.

ive saved some money and im still listing down the stuff i want to buy.one of them would be for my dad.his big day is coming soon.haha

im still thinking of heading down to sg or go back directly after my exams.should i go down??

last nights steamboat was very nice.not the food.haha some random group at the steamboat came and took pics with us...haha the pics are all on facebook.

you make me feel brand new (=

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curse the damn edubot....everything is still in a mess....does anyone knows how to slow down time....???

gathering with old friends this afternoon was kind of fun...but now im really broke...xiaoloongbaos from dragon-i with xing and choc fondue from haagen-dazs together with chelle and zhongwei...sales everywhere...anyone kind enough to sponsor me money???haha

i knew it was coming...and i saw it coming too...but i did nothing about it and it hit me real hard in the face..and it hurts.  )=

Bricks built in front of us are not meant to stop us but to provide us a chance to prove ourselves how badly do you want the treasure behind it.

We cannot change the cards we are dealt,just how we play it-Randy Pausch

i would say the fund raising was really a successful one.having only an hour of sleep yesterday night and rushing to school at 4.30 in the morning.it was kinda fun with the juniors helping us.anyway...im knackered so i think i be heading to the bed pretty soon.

thanks saran and pei yong.i shall treat you guys next time aite.cheers

I NEED MORE TIME.......spare me some please.....

some many things to be done yet so little time left...

is this life??follow the rules.shit happens.then you die???

i hate reformatting my laptop....sigh

lets just say this week isnt really my week...everything seems to be going the opposite direction.my laptop crashed.and now my phone died on me.maybe i really deserve all these...

anyway...i was really touched when kuiyin told me that she bought me a present from aus.in fact its the only present i received apart for my parents and myself.cakes arent counted are they??haha...i had 2 birthday cakes.cant wait to go back and check what she bought for me.she said its a jacket.i trust that it should be nice. (=

next week will be a rather hectic one.with 2 tests and a fund raising event for our society.hope that everything turns out well.i really need a miracle.

love is one crazy thing.

lets say today isnt my day...its a pretty bad one.but i do hope that tomorrow will be a fine one.AES test tomorrow.

after every storm comes a rainbow...i believe in that phrase.

i seriously need motivation to study for my terms next week.assignments yet to be done.PLC is killing me.does anyone know how to operate an OMRON PLC??hahah...teach me.

is it really true that in life we always have choices to choose.but sometimes i doubt that if that sentence is true.or maybe that the choices really do exist but we have to view it from different prespective???someone guide me please.....

i am officially 19 today and im rather happy that 30 of my friends actually remembered my big day and wished me.haha.thanks everyone.

dinner at nandos was awesome.thanks again everyone for buying me a cake again.regards.

buy me the limited edition adidas Y-3 F50 TUNIT and i shall be your cup of tea.you can be the milk.haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIEW TING YANG!!!

thank you everyone for helping me and ting yang to celebrate our birthday.im so touched.the cakes from secret recipe are very very nice and thanks again for all the effort.even though my birthday isnt today but its okay...thanks. i will upload the pics soon...im simply too lazy to do it now...anyway xiaoloongbaos this sat at dragon-i or crystal jade anyone??tsk tsk...i pay..hahah

thank you mum and dad for letting me buy that swatch that ive eyed so long.  

tell me its nice..hahha.

hello everyone.ive been wanting to write this for a long time but laziness overcame my determination.ive been studying in kl for more than a year now.i must say that its not altogether a perfect year.its rather like a roller coaster with extremely high and extremely low parts.and after all the happenings,i realised that the things dont always turn out to be the way we expected it to be.but no matter how bitter or how sweet the truth is,we still have to accept them.

ive grown up a lot and i dare say that i am more mature than i was before.i used to be naive and self-centred.caring only for myself but not others around me.but ive changed into a better me.

im very glad to have understanding friends and are always there when i need them most.thanks a million.i owe you guys a big one.

im also very proud to have charlene,debbie and kui yin as my friends.they gave me motivation.thank you.

i guess i really need a break.after so many things happened in the college.i still dont really get it.why must i always be the one to take action and the rest just watch and talk crap.complain this and that?at times you will see that there are a lot of self-centered people beside you or maybe you are one of them too.but we should really think of the others and try to help out one another.if we really dont.we will never be able to survive in the society.maybe yes you will.but trust me,a self-centered person will never be a successful person.

but sometimes,helping a person with a true heart might not make everyone think that you are nice.they might just think that hes a busy body,hes just trying to take advantage of the situation and so on.but believe me,these thoughts are simply just pathetic and sad.its because they analyse everything properly instead they just whine.

helping the others in need is really great.if you dont believe me,the next time you pass by a beggar,give him a few bucks or make some donation to the need.if you dont have money to spare,its ok.smile to those that look gloomy and u will see the result immediately.

ive just got my results on thursday.i wouldnt say its very bad but i wouldnt say its good too.its  just slightly better than moderate.i feel quite sorry for those who didnt manage to get to year 2.prolly around 10 -12.its kinda sad when your friends cant manage to get through.i should be celebrating but im knackered.helping lecturer is really tiring.and now the course stuff.everything is in a deep mess and no one is really willing to help.im starting to realise that most of the people around me are quite self centered.they only care for whats important for their studies.

all of the sudden,im miss my family back in kuching.i feel like going home now and enjoy the simple and relaxing lifestyle back there.

everyone is asking me to get a girlfriend.my parents and my friends.one of my friends even asked if im gay.wth.does being single signifies that im gay?i mean im still not really ready to commit myself to someone or being tied to someone.u can do so many things when youre single.

im planning down to sg this sem.so friends in sg.make sure you guys are free when i go down.hahahh

Love is one funny thing.it has the ability to make someone do unimaginable acts.because of love,two people can become a thing,he or she becomes part of the other person’s life.whatever he or she does,they will thing of each other first.because of love,family members can live with one another under the same roof.and because of love,a lot of things can be settled nicely and other people can be forgiven for their mistakes they made.

Love can make people forgive one another for what they have done.no matter how serious or how pathetic their mistakes are.but most of the time,people just don’t want to let the power of love do the job but their emotions at that time instead.and eventually when they come to their senses,they will start to regret what they have just did but it is already too late.what is done is done and it cannot be undone.

The ones who steal are the greatest sinners.if they steal something,they have just stolen someones right to posses that thing.if they killed somebody,then they have not only stolen someones right to be with the victim,the victims chance to make himself useful to the society and also the victims right to be someones father or mother.those who steal have stolen their very own chance of letting love into their heart and let love make miracles.

Imagine a world filled with love,there will be no war,everyone will be friends of one another.there will be no hatred and perhaps the word ENEMY might not have existed in the dictionary.everyones life will be filled with happiness and love.there will be no fear of being stabbed by other people or things being stolen because of their carelessness.on the other hand,imagine a world filed with the opposite,hatred.everything will be different.

So let there be love.everyone can give love to other people.for example,smiling at a disable person might be a very small matter or even nothing to you,but to them,it brightens up there day and also let them know that there is stll hope left is this world and they are not being left alone to suffer in the world.practise of random kindness everyday helps bring love into this world that is filled with hatred.everyone deserves the chance to be loved.so lets just sacrifice a little part of love and give it to other people.

I am no trying to boast of trying to say that I am the best in this whole world.but im trying to improve myself.i believe that there is no use to hate or be angry at somebody.it glooms my day,it will cloud my vision and also my judgement towards him or her.my trust on friendship will be reduced too.ive been backstabbed,cheated and even lied by my friend countless of times but ive never been angry on him or her.i take it as an endurance test.they think they don’t know what they have done but actually I know everything.people talk.theres also one thing that I do believe in.that is everyone deserves a second chance to be good or do good to the community.it is just whether the society is willing to accept the fact that nobody’s perfect and humans make mistakes all the time.a friend of mine promised to pay a traffic summon for me and I dint know the price so I gave the person 200 bucks because the person told me it was around that and that he/she will return me the remaining amount.but it never happen and whats more,the summon is only 60 bucks (= but I still go out with that person as if nothing happened.

im totally knackered with all the work in the cyber cafe.been rushing everything so that we can get everything ready before the grand opening which is tomorrow.so guys,if you are in kuching do drop by tomorrow.the more the merrier.with sleep for only 4 hours for the last few days.i am totally exhausted.sleep will be the last thing in my mind.

i often consider myself very lucky to be born in malaysia.it's because malaysia is free from natural disasters.almost everyday,earthquakes here and there,volcano eruptions,tsunamis,typhoon and so on.cyclone nargis that hit myanmar recently left more than 10,000 people dead.myanmar is considered as one of the world's most isolated country.the earthquake that shook the sichuan province in china is  even more tragic.the dead toll has raised to 51,151 people dead.i cannot imagine myself as one of the victims.but i have a dream which is to volunteer to help the victims of natural disasters when i finish my diploma.and i hope that my parents will allow me to do so.i really wish to be part of the team saving and provide comfort to the victims.

for those that are still stuck in the rubble,please stay strong.help is on the way.everything's gonna be fine.god bless.

happy belated 19th birthday to harry the hii.cheers mate.

ever since i came back.ive been rather busy helping out my dad and so on.ive been pampering myself with kolo mee for almost everyday.xavier is going kampar for his first year.johnson will be going kl.so very soon kuching will be emptyyyyy.harry....u should come kl too. =)

just a reminder.in case you dint know.dont accept incoming calls from indonesia.which would be +61 and +62.

P.S. charlene get well soon.god bless (=

after quite sometime in kl...i find it rather difficult to adapt myself into the kuching lifestyle.where everything is slow and smooth.it kl everythings a rush.crowds rushing here and there.

i need more kolo mee.hahaha.im so bored...

am i the last one in the whole wide college to say that exams are over??nevermind the results.should be not bad for this sem because ive put a lot of effort in it.so now i should really lay down and enjoy myself yes?anyway.im going home real soon as my flights on 1145 so i guess theres no shopping for me for the moment.i shall unleash it when i get back.

shopped at topman and i saw adam.for goodness sake you look so gay.with the jersey and tight vest.take if off.haha.

iron man was hilarious.it was a cool movie.anyway HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY TO LAU ENG TSENG.thank you being so kind and forever helpful especially during the exams.thank you for helping us to the final preperations of our exams and the notes youve borrowed me. (=

P.S KOLO MEE is calling me.i can hear its voice within me.

have you ever had this kind of feeling before?when everyone has high expectations on you and you tried very hard to meet them but in the end of the day,you disappointed everyone.

god will never give us things we cant solve,i just wish he hadnt trust me so much - mother teresa.

2 more subjects and i shall become a free man ^_^ and im going back home sooner than you think.say another 3 days? KOLO MEE here i come.haha

cheers to manchester united for getting into the champions league final.the match will be played at Luzhniki Stadium in Moscow,Russia on the 21st of May.

back to my studies.

am i suffering from insomnia??i find it rather difficult to sleep even though im knackered.my mind seems to be filled with so many things which i cant forget them.

owh wells.lets leave the unhappy things behind.i finally got my hands on melissa indots eclecticism.im somehow addicted to her songs.i dont know why too.haha. meanwhile im starting to judge the morale and humanity of fellow malaysians. i mean its not that im trying to be mr right or what so ever you call it. the seats in the lrt.its not that you will die if you dont see down for that 5 mins in the train. why cant the young ones just stand up and give their seats to the need?the elderly, the disabled and the pregnant women?do you really need the seat more than they do?put yourself in their shoes and see how it feels.whats worse, i saw an idiot who thinks that his luggage is so precious that he has to put it on the seat.sigh.they should go back to their secondary schools and repeat the morale subject.sigh

good luck to all my coursemates and those sitting for the finals.but me on the other hand,is fucked inside out.dont ask why.dont wana talk about it. >.< i really need a miracle.sigh

ive been missing in action for quite sometime but im still alive and good.its been a rather hectic week and thank god its over.but this week is my last week.next week would be the finals.i hate exams )= everythings still in a big mess.

anyway went pc fair with leslie but we ended up shopping instead.haha.we each got a jersey from topman.one of the sales girl was rather hot.should have talked to her.haha.i only smiled at her and she smiled back.haha.there was another hottie at gap too.but shes kinda too old for me.haha prolly around 24 to 25.there werent much pretty models or promoters at the pc fair.it was a major let down.

ive promised myself to get the ax belt as a reward.its too tempting.i will get it before i go home.haha.hope i wont forget.

gotta study real hard for the bloody exam >.<

ive thought of changing my course to psychology but i doubt that my parents will allow that.plus i dont know where to study too.any comments?

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to

MISS CHARLENE SIA

happy two-o girl.youre older now.youre officially a year older than me.cheers.

ever since i came down from cameron highlands, my mood is like a roller coaster.i can be emo and super high the very next second.i dont now why too.but i hope it will end soon.

anyway.i think my blog misses me a lot.i havent been blogging for like a week or perhaps even more.i went cameron highlands last weekend with yang, randy, eng tseng and lun.we stayed at luns house and the air there is amazingly clean.its kinda cool too.its chilling in the morning and durin rainy days.we took lots of pics.i will upload it soon.tea plantations and vege plantations everywhere.we even went o the boh tea factory and had breakfast at one of its tea shops.not coffee shops >.<>

we went to ipoh too.but nothing much there.

test tomorrow.wish me luck guys. hope i get the results i wanted.off to bed.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to KELVIN JONG

the stupid boy who couldnt decide over an IPOD touch and and IPO classic....my birthday is coming soon too...who wants to buy me pressies??hahah better start saving money...anyway ive listed down what to buy for myself.hope i have enough money by then.

cant wait to see the match between arsenal and liverpool...3 matches in 1 week.im sure it will be really nice to watch.but the match between MU and liverpool was really a turn off...

stupid BM teach...i rushed my presentation until 2 in the morning and woke up at 6.30 to prepare them...in the end he said class cancelled...presentation change to thursday.....sighh

thanks to all my friend for not giving up on me but stood beside me instead... =)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to NATALIE SIA

(=

had a conversation with kui yin =) shes doing fine in perth and shes fairer now.haha she showed herself via her webcam and she says she misses me a lot.i miss her too...haha...man i miss her too )= leslies in town.meeting him up tomorrow =)

islamic studies was cool.i got 40 out of 50 =) as for malay...its not going so well...i haven finish my report ...not to mention my presentation =( aarrgghh...im going mad....

im looking for a new swatch....any model to recommend??

assignment...presentation...test....arrghh....

no matter what life throws to you....either a sweet or a slice of lemon, you also have to taste it. life still has to move on. sigh....

i really wish i could be like superman, able to lift off and escape from this cruel surrounding...

kui yin asked me when am i going to get a girl...i was speechless.didnt even know how to answer her....this is really a hard question to answer >.< only god knows...god knows...

im so damn tired.feel like breaking down......

totally no motivation at all...

went to meet up with eva at mid valley today.there we met with two of her nerdy guy friends and a girl from the youth exchange.the nerds are like OMG.they cant start a conversation and we have to  start all of  them.shit.hahah on the other hand the girl was like hyper all the time.which reminds me of our old friend when he chats with Nxxxxxx for a while or smells some ethylchloride.haha.i dont want to name him.hahah.

donuts from big apple =) twice this week.cool.BIG APPLE IS GOING TO THE SPRING IN KUCHING.you hear me??haha.and whats more?? theres a DIN TAI FUNG in the gardens.hahah im going to try them~~~

its my worst lrt experience in kl so far.i wasted 2 hours just to get back from mid valley.the station at kl sentral was so crowded that commuters had to queue from the train platform to the ticketing counter 1 floor below.cool ei??in the end i took the train going the other way to 2 stations away and waited  there.but all the damn trains that passed by were full.at least 20 to 25 trains passed by before i was able to get into one that had a space for me.and it was quite crowded inside.like sardines.haha.

stupid eva left the present that i shared for eric. tsk* tsk*....let the pics do the talking. =)

so many people waiting at the platform....

evas first carls jr.haha

this noob picture clearly was being taken by me.

Xiao Hui and Eva

 

taken by the noob too....

the two nerds beside eva.haha

P.S. Eva asked me to upload the pics....

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO EMILY YII

happy birthday girl.hugs all the best to you and may god bless you always.

after crawling out from this potholes of failures,ive realise that ive grown more matured and stronger than before.and ive promised to pushed myself beyond my limitations so as not to disappoint my parents again.ive been studying almost everyday....fucking TAMADUN ISLAM aarrgghh....so many and 1st test is next week.factory visiting too.presentation in 2 more weeks.everythihngs in a rush.hope i can get everything prepared and done by then.

my life at the moment is rather pathetic.waking up in the morning.online,go school come back study and sleep. >.<>

xing is coming yeay...

this is awesome.11 parliament seats in kl and BN only got 1 seat.dap owns.but sadly theres only 1 rocket in sarawak.wake up everyone.wake up.

congrats to YB Chong Chieng Jen on winning the parliament seat in the 2008 general election.

happy belated birthday to mr nelson liu.his birthday was on the 8th of march >.<

shopping really does lift my mood.im so much better now after yesterdays shopping.xing is coming to kl soon.

looking back upon the path ive walked alone.i realised that im no more than a big time loser.i cant even excel in anything.not even my english.my studies are pretty bad.my parents are pretty disappointed with them.i did studied.sigh.

i cant even find the strength and the will power to gather myself ,at least not at the time being.i wish i could find out the problem and find a remedy for it.maybe its because im not smart enough?i dont suit this course??someone please tell me...why have i become so pessimistic.im so emo nowadays. )=

debbie thanks for listening to all the whining.charlene thank you for the hug and all you advice.i owe you alot....

pissed with my crappy results T.T

ive arrived safely at kl now.schools starting tomorrow and i dont feel like going to school for the time being.but still i have to attend classes and the timetable sucks.anyway ive promised my parents that i will try harder this sem.a promise is a promise.

im starting to miss my parents and my friends in kuching.i wana go home.

girl i miss you a lot. )=

its feels so ironic when part of me wants to go back to kl and the other wants to stay.i wana go back because i can get to see my new friends, shop and get back my result.but it sucks big time having to leave my old friends and my family.i will start missing kolo mee again.it will be another 10 freaking weeks before i get another taste of the real kolo mee....sad

dad promised me to apply a batman credit card from standard chartered. =) 

my hand still hurts.... )=

so many friends of mine are going to kl too. =) leslies going on 21 march.michelle is already there.liancy is coming.xavier will be coming too.and hopefully johnson too. =) i won be so lonely in kl anymore. =) and i will be able to play more futsal.nice

i just found out something really cool.im related to xavier too.hahah.he happens to be one of the relatives from my grandmothers side.hahaha.kuching is just like a big family ^_^ cool.

im going back to kl soon T.T i will start missing kolo mee as soon as i take off from kuching international airport.my friends and family too.i dont wanna go back.i wanna at home.

i just got my timetable for next sem and i swear its the crappiest timetable ive been arranged so far.4 days a week.monday to friday and a freaking holiday on wednesday. >.< 6 hours of lab.how am i suppose to kill my time during the lab???

results are coming out soon.god bless me ^_^ pray for me everyone~~~

im going back to kl on the 3rd of march.but i dont feel like going back now.i will be missing everyone around here and kolo mee too.sad.......

my arm hurts...

results are coming out soon.

this week was rather hectic.hanging out with friends almost every night.its still hurts even though it was a week ago.but it wont me from playing football.passion is everything.haha.23rd scout is going down the slope.i was shocked when i was told that there we only 9 new kids joining the scout.out of 250 new students only 9 new members?4 girls and 5 boys?some of them will start to leave the very next year and eventually by their final year at school they will be no scouts. T.T this is so sad.

joys going back to aus tomorrow.man im gonna miss her a lot.it will be another year till i see her again.take care girl.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO

CONNIE

should i get the sound sticks????should i??should i??im so indecisive....

the alarm will not ring the very next time i go through a metal detector.haha.ive just removed the metal implant on friday and right now there are six holes on my righ clavicle. )= the screws are so damn big.i cant play football for six weeks.sad thing.let the pics do the talking.

the bolts and support

the x-ray film before my operation

PS: i should show ben qi the real thing so that he will feel sorry and bad for tackling me :P just joking.hahha

i dreamt of going to czech republic with you......

im going for my right clavicle operation tomorrow.so wish me luck an pray for me. =)

im getting fatter and fatter.dinner almost everynight and supper after that.kolo meeeeeeee.hahhahha.

i love ang pows. =) makes me feel richer for awhile.but i still have to give most of it to my parents. T.T

valentines days today.for me its still another day.haha.

im going for my right collar bone operation tomorrow so wish me luck.hahah.you can come and visit me if you want. :P i will be at normah.haha

im soooo boreddddddddddddddd......i need more kolo meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

happy chinese,vietnamese,korean and japanese new year.i heard from many people that these 4 countries are celebrating new year today.such a rare happening.

i want ang pows.got my first from dad and 2nd from aunt.who wants to give me more????hahahha

im gaining weightttt T.T so many dinner.haha.FOOD.no food no life.

im finally home.home sweet homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.and i will be available most of the time.and if you want to date me out.im free.hhaha.guy or girl it doesnt matter.haha.

im starting to miss kl now.i wana go shopping. T.T

red packets.yea yea yea.

friends are leaving.one by one.sigh.i sure miss everyone.

during my flight back home as i sat beside the window.i looked out and saw the clouds sashaying freely in the sky.for a moment i felt like being one of them.floating in the sky,stress-free and full of freedom.look the people in big cities,everyones busy doing their stuff.theres hardly any free time.just like a busy bee working non-stop.i hope i wont be one of them next time.life isnt supposed to be like that.we are to dominate our career,instead of the other way round.

sigh.

been spending alot on shopping.650 bucks in 2 days of shopping spree.shit.somebody has to stop me.cant wait to go back home.guys and girls.here i come.

chinese new year is near.ang powwwwwwwsssssssssssssssss.whos wants to give me?

my flight back to kuching is on the 3rd of feb 1525.you can wait for me at kuching international airport at 1705.

meanwhile.i tink i will sum up my new years resolution after cny.hahaha.

i can hear kolo mee calling my name~~~~~

palace of the golden horses is nice.it is quiet and peaceful.samsungs new phone ARMANI is sexy and elegant.go and have a look at the net.i450 is nice too.there were so many hot girls at the dinner.too bad they are too old for me T.T

exams are finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....shopping with friends.i finally got my F3 card.so if you want a discount at topshop,borrow the card from me.hahah.

chinese new year is near.happy chinese new year =)

friends in kuching.im going home......................................................

one more subject to go.physics.

moms coming tomorrow.and hopefully i can go to the dinner with my parents and catch a glimpse of SAMSUNG ARMANI.its sexy and sleek.SERENATA is nice too.go check  it out.

going shopping tomorrow.nice.....

i wanna go home..... T.T i miss home and everyone back there.friends or foe.

WESTLIFE-HOME

Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I'm fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It'll all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home 

LAST 2 SUBJECTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

=) =) =) =) =) =) (= (= (= (= (=

robotics is damn easy.but still a lot of people dont know how to do it.and the lecturer asked me why i dint give them the damn notes.i asked everyone to add me or randy in msn but not everyone paid attention.wth.damn.

basic electronics.whuhu.hope it would be easy. =)

HAPPY 19th BELATED BIRTHDAY to Miss Lee Chong Wei.

sorry i forgot about it. )=

i guess today wasnt my day.woke up quite late and had to rush everything coz everyones waiting for me to go to college.i forgot to bring pencil case and as a result i forgot to bring my examination slip and i have to run to the examinations division to get a temporary one.i tripped three times. T.T digital was the way i had expected.everyone was shocked too.looking forward to
robotics.hope i can score well for that subject.god bless me.

why is it so freaking hot nowadays.aarrggghh....my parents are coming (=

digital electronics & microrocessors....

robotics & manufacturing process....

basic electronics...

god save us. )=

got this from emily's blog.which is quite true.haha

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

is it no true enough?hahah

why do we fall?

so that we can learn how to get up.

math was a bloody mess.if i can pass i would be sky high.

i guess everyones conceit is right after all.i aint good in anything.cant even manage to do well in math.sigh.ive got nothing left to say.

english today was easy.hope that an a will come my way.im trying hard to fall in love with math and i dont a good outcome.a pass would have me dancing around.why is math so hard for me and yet it seems as easy as abc to others?haha.god save me.gona try osmosis or diffusion(what charlene) calls it.see if it works for me.hahah.gona sleep on my books.

dads coming on the 27 of jan for a samsung launching.haha.so maybe i will have extra allowance to shop. =) he just received the bill for my card and he dint scold me. =)

god bless everyone thats having exams now.

let the war begin.englishhhhhh~~~~god bless me and every candidate.thank you =) pray for me everyone.

ive been hibernating for sometime.was a rather hectic weekend for me.eman and co arrived on sun and i was with them for 4 days. sure miss him alot.xiang rongs coming over to study in may.cool.exams are near.

had my hair cut yesterday night and its very very very short now.

went to edu fair just now and it was rather disappointing.lots of unis werent there.and lots of uselss unis turned up.after that we sashayed through lots of shoping malls klcc,lot10,sungeiwang,timessquare,pavilion and 1u.we bought nothing but donuts from big apple.its nice but still j co rocks.j cos like the best of the best.dunkin donuts going down.poor thing.

exams exams examsssssss whahhahhahaa.god bless me.god bless america.~~~

condolences to the family of the late tenggaroh state assemblyman and johor baru mic deputy head datuk s. krishnasamy who was shot dead yesterday.

french today was easy.well sort of. =) exams are coming soon and im trying to catch up with my subjects.and im still trying to get myself fit into this new environment.time is running out.

eman will be coming down this sun.cant wait to see him.i really miss him alot.its almost a year since i last saw him. )=

happy 19th birthday to joy =) all the best to you.

good luck to everyone of you that will be having semester exams soon.cheers.good luck to myself too.

its 2008 and 2007 will be part of the history.last year was a roller coaster.and i dare not say i did my best.but least ive tried.and i hope that everyone of you,friends or foe;besties or family members would give me more time and more chances to improve and prove to you guys that im not a loser.no longer one.the mistakes that ive done might not be erased nor will the scars that i left behind be removed.but i hope that i could be forgiven.i was naive.but not anymore.ive learnt from my mistakes.although i might be stubborn and arrogant.but i will change for the greater good.and for you too.you mean alot to me.

lifes full of up and down.if its always smooth,then there will be no mistakes and we will never learn to improve nor gain priceless experience.no pain no gain.and ive gained alot last year.

thank you everyone for helping me at times when i break down or when im sad.

i would like to thank charlene sia for her moral support and advices coz without her help.i would have made alot of wrong assumptions and my studies would have plummeted.girl.thanks a million.god bless you.

thank you debbie ho,eman chan,kui yin,joy chang,natalia,harry,sally,eva chan,jessey chai,leslie and others.

my uncle too gave me valuable advices and moral support that changed my thoughts and the way i was.