tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67691565650643320982024-02-19T10:58:55.355+08:00The Chronicles Of The Stupendous MeAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.comBlogger236125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-22806412120100018232010-03-16T15:07:00.002+08:002010-03-16T15:14:51.005+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">happy 11th months darling.<br />sorry for the late post.<br /><div style="text-align: center;">love you. </div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">hope everything will be fine. ):<br /></div></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-70327037889046868252010-02-15T19:57:00.002+08:002010-02-15T19:57:55.160+08:00congratulations to me. i finally got into the 2nd year. (: and i promise i will study very hard and get good results. (: jia youuuu.<br /><br />happy 10 months darling. <3 (: hugsAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-35939412403175352572010-02-12T21:46:00.001+08:002010-02-12T21:47:44.057+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">happy 21st birthday darling. (:<br />youre old.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />hope you have a nice celebration in the plane. (: we shall celebrate when you come back here okay? hugs. take care and i love you hun. <3<br /></div></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-36302497054910751502010-02-01T23:10:00.002+08:002010-02-01T23:20:18.909+08:00im flying to melbourne tomorrow morning. and im supposed to be happy. but somehow right now im filled with both sadness and happiness. why is it always my fault and me to blame?? no matter how hard i try to explain its still my fault? maybe i shouldnt have chosen to further my studies in melbourne. should have just stay in the shop everyday instead. ):<br /><br />stop comparing me with other people. everyone is unique. what they have i might not have, but what i have they might not have. i never compare you with other people. i guess i will never be good enough for you. no matter how hard i try.<br /><br />you keep saying this course is hard because everyone around you told you its hard. but i told you to me its easy. why would you choose to listen to your friends instead of me ?? do they really know more about the course than i do? do they even know what the course is? just because the word aerospace sounds alien to you doesnt mean that it would be a very hard course. for once just believe in me will you? thank you.<br /><br />3 years ago, when i said i wanted to study mechatronics, you said im crazy. its a very hard course and that i wont do well. but youre wrong. i did well. please stop looking down at me and give me support. i really appreciate that.Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-11954076431496731192010-01-15T00:02:00.001+08:002010-01-15T00:02:44.883+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">9 months of awesome <3<br /><br />(:<br /></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-58600695430100232212010-01-10T15:36:00.000+08:002010-01-10T15:40:55.659+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">all i asked from you is to love me more. nothing else<br /></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-60757144140721447192010-01-10T00:04:00.000+08:002010-01-10T00:34:26.244+08:00Is there anyone out there that is willing to hear my mind? Why no one freaking understands how i feel and why no one freaking believes in me??? ):Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-69913062802172209922010-01-02T00:15:00.002+08:002010-01-02T00:19:44.700+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">有时候可能是我想太多。。。<br /><br />我真的不知道该怎么办。。。<br /><br />多希望有人可以听我所想要说的话,<br />多希望有人可以给我指导, 告诉我该怎么办才好。。。<br /><br />我真的真的不知道。。。<br /><br />我很烦。我很烦。我很烦。<br /></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-30677297216274320812009-12-31T23:41:00.001+08:002009-12-31T23:42:19.659+08:00happy new year hon. (: love you always. hugs<br /><br />happy new year to everyone. (:<br /><br />i realised my blog is rather dead. :(Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-70582831408727356492009-12-08T01:56:00.001+08:002009-12-08T01:56:53.867+08:00i had a bad bad dream. and i cant sleep :(Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-69218911497155996072009-10-18T23:59:00.002+08:002009-10-19T00:08:15.878+08:00how come everything i do everything i wanted to do, everyone goes against it. no matter what everyone will be splashing cold water. why? should i really be that presistent? or just listen to them? when you pioneer the road not taken, will it be a more rewarding or that following the footsteps of others would be the best seeked solution. im sick of it.<br /><br />its hard to be walking down the darkest part of the road alone. not knowing whats behind you and whats in front of you. whats gonna come and whats gonna happen. no one to aide you and no one to advice you.<br /><br />lifes been rather unkind to me lately and i dont know why.things just dont go the way its expected. people disappointing you. things turned out to be crappy. or maybe i should be thankful that im still alive every second and i shouldnt be whining because i can still enjoy good food.<br /><br />the more you expect, the higher the chances of getting disappointed. maybe its best to just expect from myself and not from others.Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-37597405223335769212009-09-02T02:01:00.003+08:002009-09-02T02:06:55.483+08:00exams exams exams....driving me crazy... i need a life. i need shopping. but im broke. ): uncle ting pay me money quick. please. i regret asking you to buy that jeans already because i could have pampered myself with the money. lol. 2 papers and im done. (:<br /><br />82 more days to go (:<br /><br />i miss you. LOL<br /><br />i cant sleep so i woke up and blogged. (:Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-28325295080444155462009-08-03T09:08:00.002+08:002009-08-03T09:12:16.606+08:00back in kl. (: its so sickening because you just cant drive here and there. and its so freakingholybloodygoddamn hot here. no air con ): anyway gotta pass this 2 paper and we shall see where destiny would lead to. lifes kinda boring. (: back to sleep....niteyyy<br /><br />112 more days to go(:Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-6112380293894685162009-07-06T17:00:00.002+08:002009-07-06T17:10:05.923+08:00maybe what everyone said about me is right...i aint that smart. maybe i shouldnt apply to study aerospace...im just someone normal and stupid. a poor actor in the stage of life. FMLAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-32816803708903035402009-06-24T00:15:00.002+08:002009-06-24T00:18:30.881+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;">HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY<br />TO MYSELF<br />(:<br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span>Boy am i old already....ive just turned into a two zero and im starting to feel old already...well maybe im just being a paranoid. thanks for all the birthday wishes boys and girls (: hugs. take care.<br /></div></div>Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-44239142442749651892009-05-28T22:46:00.002+08:002009-05-28T23:11:52.214+08:00im sorry that i may not be what you expected me to be. maybe other people are way better than me but you cant compare people with people. everyone has his strong and weak. to you i may seem to not put in any effort but believe me ive tried my best and gave everything i have to prove myself. im sorry im just not perfect.Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-46386648190321351472009-05-10T19:26:00.003+08:002009-05-10T20:04:53.012+08:00genting trip was awesome. well there are unpleasant stuff too. like i banged into boon songs head and he bled profusely. lol but thank god it was only his scalp and my mouth bled too...thats when shit happens. photos will be uploaded to facebook...<br /><br />just a blink of an eye and ive been here for 2 long years.god its fast. i be going back to kuching soon...tomorrow and may the saga of kolo mee resume... but i be missing you all faggots here...all the best to you all and maybe someday we might meet up again (:<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">I LOVE YOU BABE</span><br /><br />is that okay??Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-38526605708014057572009-04-06T14:03:00.001+08:002009-04-06T14:04:34.873+08:00its been so long.... so busy and so stressed. lol<br /><br />BRUNEL UNIVERSITY or RMIT ?? which one?? lolAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-26407979876282618302009-03-09T21:32:00.000+08:002009-03-09T21:33:17.533+08:00i miss everyone.... ):Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-71173563132468919102009-02-13T23:12:00.001+08:002009-02-13T23:13:47.157+08:00si loooohhhh......hoooooooooooooooohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho<br /><br />this post is pointlessAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-9566136528044033002009-02-09T23:17:00.002+08:002009-02-09T23:20:33.451+08:00sometimes its so stubborn of me to assume that everything around me is just fine when everything is not.being ignorant towards everything just wont help at all...Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-41325831658821085952009-02-04T21:05:00.002+08:002009-02-04T21:12:35.454+08:00im sorry mum and dad.i crashed everything again this time.again and again i crashed and messed up everything.im so sorry but ive already tried my best.i did my best to memorise everything.but i totally forgot everything when i got into the exam hall.im so sorry.i really dont know what to do anymore.the question paper left me once again doubting about my potential.whether i am suited to be an engineer.ive tried not to set too high an expectation.im trying real hard to do that but still the results are forever the same.im really really so sorry.<br /><br />your prodigal son.Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-26068067021552910882009-02-03T02:36:00.002+08:002009-02-03T02:44:07.714+08:00this years chinese new year has been a rather eventful one.with with so many fireworks going off every now and then.it may not be as many as the previous years due to the financial turmoil but still its enough to cover the vast sky of kuching.this years liondance was nice.ang pows are lesser too.whats worse,i have to rush back to kl to sit for 3 more papers and im not even in the mood to study for those 3 subjects.<br /><br />cant wait to end all this crazyness so that i can enjoy all i want and party like theres no tomorrow.3 more months and im done.its not long is it?ahah and where shall i head to after that??we shall all wait and see. (:Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-47264579055182121732009-01-23T01:26:00.002+08:002009-01-23T01:30:11.530+08:00it is a universal fact that there is no place like home (:<br /><br />i shall never mess with time again because i also missed my flight back to kuching....hahaha i was like going crazy in the express train.for the fear of not being able to board the plane.but luck was on my side.the plane delayed for 15 mins (:<br /><br />breakfast later anyone??call me yes?Alphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6769156565064332098.post-77848965285276450792009-01-16T12:06:00.002+08:002009-01-16T13:28:09.958+08:00for me exams are nightmares.i think its the same for every students.lol.its so stressful when youre pushing your own limit to strive for a better result.but all shall be gone in a few weeks time.shall go for shopping spree after im done with them.cant wait to get home for chinese new year...fireworks are amazing...it takes us back to our childhood.where everything is a fantasy.no worries no stress.<br /><br />friends in kuching...brace yourself,for i am going back real soon.porridge at 12am on the 21st anyone??hahaAlphonsohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17185480653839997676noreply@blogger.com0