i cant seem to be able to find any word that could describe how i feel right know.i dont know how highly you guys have expected of me.but what i know is that it is beyond my capability.ive tried so hard.especially in math.its not like im the only one who failed that sub.its like more than half of the class failed too.are Bs not good enough?must i get all As?im not a study machine.i thought you guys would at least say something nice.but instead...sigh.im tired of everything.have you guys thought of how i felt?

all of a sudden everything just seem to be coming my way.i dont even know what am i doing everyday.everything just seem so blur.

i wish there was really someone who i could talk to or turn to right know. :(