ive just got my results on thursday.i wouldnt say its very bad but i wouldnt say its good too.its  just slightly better than moderate.i feel quite sorry for those who didnt manage to get to year 2.prolly around 10 -12.its kinda sad when your friends cant manage to get through.i should be celebrating but im knackered.helping lecturer is really tiring.and now the course stuff.everything is in a deep mess and no one is really willing to help.im starting to realise that most of the people around me are quite self centered.they only care for whats important for their studies.

all of the sudden,im miss my family back in kuching.i feel like going home now and enjoy the simple and relaxing lifestyle back there.

everyone is asking me to get a girlfriend.my parents and my friends.one of my friends even asked if im gay.wth.does being single signifies that im gay?i mean im still not really ready to commit myself to someone or being tied to someone.u can do so many things when youre single.

im planning down to sg this sem.so friends in sg.make sure you guys are free when i go down.hahahh

Love is one funny thing.it has the ability to make someone do unimaginable acts.because of love,two people can become a thing,he or she becomes part of the other person’s life.whatever he or she does,they will thing of each other first.because of love,family members can live with one another under the same roof.and because of love,a lot of things can be settled nicely and other people can be forgiven for their mistakes they made.

Love can make people forgive one another for what they have done.no matter how serious or how pathetic their mistakes are.but most of the time,people just don’t want to let the power of love do the job but their emotions at that time instead.and eventually when they come to their senses,they will start to regret what they have just did but it is already too late.what is done is done and it cannot be undone.

The ones who steal are the greatest sinners.if they steal something,they have just stolen someones right to posses that thing.if they killed somebody,then they have not only stolen someones right to be with the victim,the victims chance to make himself useful to the society and also the victims right to be someones father or mother.those who steal have stolen their very own chance of letting love into their heart and let love make miracles.

Imagine a world filled with love,there will be no war,everyone will be friends of one another.there will be no hatred and perhaps the word ENEMY might not have existed in the dictionary.everyones life will be filled with happiness and love.there will be no fear of being stabbed by other people or things being stolen because of their carelessness.on the other hand,imagine a world filed with the opposite,hatred.everything will be different.

So let there be love.everyone can give love to other people.for example,smiling at a disable person might be a very small matter or even nothing to you,but to them,it brightens up there day and also let them know that there is stll hope left is this world and they are not being left alone to suffer in the world.practise of random kindness everyday helps bring love into this world that is filled with hatred.everyone deserves the chance to be loved.so lets just sacrifice a little part of love and give it to other people.

I am no trying to boast of trying to say that I am the best in this whole world.but im trying to improve myself.i believe that there is no use to hate or be angry at somebody.it glooms my day,it will cloud my vision and also my judgement towards him or her.my trust on friendship will be reduced too.ive been backstabbed,cheated and even lied by my friend countless of times but ive never been angry on him or her.i take it as an endurance test.they think they don’t know what they have done but actually I know everything.people talk.theres also one thing that I do believe in.that is everyone deserves a second chance to be good or do good to the community.it is just whether the society is willing to accept the fact that nobody’s perfect and humans make mistakes all the time.a friend of mine promised to pay a traffic summon for me and I dint know the price so I gave the person 200 bucks because the person told me it was around that and that he/she will return me the remaining amount.but it never happen and whats more,the summon is only 60 bucks (= but I still go out with that person as if nothing happened.

im totally knackered with all the work in the cyber cafe.been rushing everything so that we can get everything ready before the grand opening which is tomorrow.so guys,if you are in kuching do drop by tomorrow.the more the merrier.with sleep for only 4 hours for the last few days.i am totally exhausted.sleep will be the last thing in my mind.

i often consider myself very lucky to be born in malaysia.it's because malaysia is free from natural disasters.almost everyday,earthquakes here and there,volcano eruptions,tsunamis,typhoon and so on.cyclone nargis that hit myanmar recently left more than 10,000 people dead.myanmar is considered as one of the world's most isolated country.the earthquake that shook the sichuan province in china is  even more tragic.the dead toll has raised to 51,151 people dead.i cannot imagine myself as one of the victims.but i have a dream which is to volunteer to help the victims of natural disasters when i finish my diploma.and i hope that my parents will allow me to do so.i really wish to be part of the team saving and provide comfort to the victims.

for those that are still stuck in the rubble,please stay strong.help is on the way.everything's gonna be fine.god bless.

happy belated 19th birthday to harry the hii.cheers mate.

ever since i came back.ive been rather busy helping out my dad and so on.ive been pampering myself with kolo mee for almost everyday.xavier is going kampar for his first year.johnson will be going kl.so very soon kuching will be emptyyyyy.harry....u should come kl too. =)

just a reminder.in case you dint know.dont accept incoming calls from indonesia.which would be +61 and +62.

P.S. charlene get well soon.god bless (=

after quite sometime in kl...i find it rather difficult to adapt myself into the kuching lifestyle.where everything is slow and smooth.it kl everythings a rush.crowds rushing here and there.

i need more kolo mee.hahaha.im so bored...

am i the last one in the whole wide college to say that exams are over??nevermind the results.should be not bad for this sem because ive put a lot of effort in it.so now i should really lay down and enjoy myself yes?anyway.im going home real soon as my flights on 1145 so i guess theres no shopping for me for the moment.i shall unleash it when i get back.

shopped at topman and i saw adam.for goodness sake you look so gay.with the jersey and tight vest.take if off.haha.

iron man was hilarious.it was a cool movie.anyway HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY TO LAU ENG TSENG.thank you being so kind and forever helpful especially during the exams.thank you for helping us to the final preperations of our exams and the notes youve borrowed me. (=

P.S KOLO MEE is calling me.i can hear its voice within me.

have you ever had this kind of feeling before?when everyone has high expectations on you and you tried very hard to meet them but in the end of the day,you disappointed everyone.

god will never give us things we cant solve,i just wish he hadnt trust me so much - mother teresa.