looking back upon the path ive walked alone.i realised that im no more than a big time loser.i cant even excel in anything.not even my english.my studies are pretty bad.my parents are pretty disappointed with them.i did studied.sigh.

i cant even find the strength and the will power to gather myself ,at least not at the time being.i wish i could find out the problem and find a remedy for it.maybe its because im not smart enough?i dont suit this course??someone please tell me...why have i become so pessimistic.im so emo nowadays. )=

debbie thanks for listening to all the whining.charlene thank you for the hug and all you advice.i owe you alot....