had a great night just now.went out with frens:harry,johnson,sam,kui yin,natalie and charlene.went to starbucks.there isnt any word in the dictionary that could possibly describe my feelings tonight.feeling both sad and happy at the same time.how ironic it is.im sad coz this might be the only chance that we could get together and chat like this.im happy coz we were able to make it just now even though i paid for most of the drinks except for sams and kui yins.i paid half for harrys and johnsons.but i tink its worth it.

i dont feel like going back to kl.i will surely miss every one of you here.i really wish i could turn back time or at least stop the time from moving.lifes hard but i made this decision of leaving kuching and continue my studies in kl.this is what ive to suffer.my heart is so heavy now.wished someone could help me carry it.sigh. T.T this is the first time i felt like that.to be frank,i really feel like crying. =(

guys thx for being with me tonight.i owe you guys a big one.this might be our last gathering i think as everyone of you will be taking your very own path.may god bless every one of you.good luck in your test.

kui yin....i dont know if we could meet again before you leave for aus,so good luck and god bless you.i feel really lucky to have you as a friend and as a scout sister.once a scout,always a scout.never give up on scout yea.no matter what you do,i will always support you ^_^ if you face any trouble,you can always find me.whenever i tink of the happy times we used to have during scout and when we go out,i feel very happy.i tink you feel the same way too right?

connie.....sorryyyy for the late reply... =( i will try to make it up to you next time yea ^_^

charleneeee.....hhaha thx for being able to make it tonight.when i go sg,starbucks again yes???take k and god bless you =)