sometimes setting a goal that is too high for yourself isnt good at all as you will end up licking the wounds.english presentation today suck big time.even though it wasnt that bad butthe outcome wasnt what i had expected.im starting to doubt myself in all sorts of stuff.wondering if i really had the ability to do things the right way.

it is often said that after every storm emerges a rainbow.but this storm is like a neverending one.crap.havent been studying for like a week.even in class,im physically there,but mentally im not.i tend to drift to another world.or just sit there daydreaming.lecturers are worried about me as im always very active and help them alot.im being frank and not flattering myself.

my english is like forever deteriorating.when i read other peoples blog.i feel like my writing is like only pre-school?crap.

i think im sick again.after not being sick for so long.no more windmill donuts from dunkin donuts.prolly its too oily as they deep-fry the whole thing.but its so nice.i will get more when im fine. =P jie ying.dont be jealous.coz theres no dd or j co in sg.so you cant do anything to satisfy your craving.theres like two dd in my area.all i have to do is just take a bus down.

food prolly can repel stress.but its only for a short time and im getting fatter.gonna become pooh bear if i continue like this.OMG.

going to get my tickets to sg tomorrow.im leaving on fri night.mom says im gonna freeze to death.coz the last time my bro went by train.he was cold like hell even though he had his jacket and 3 clothes.i cant imagine what will i become.ive only got a long sleeve chelsea training jersey and that wont do much.maybe i can start a fire in the train to keep me warm.lame.wonder what will my cabinmate look like.haha.hope they have adapters in the train.if not i will die of boredom.

gonna finish reading the kite runner.its so damn nice.and its touching.OMG.