HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY to MALAYSIA

just came back.went to jusco just now.coz there was a midnight sale going on but it ends at 1am.and we went there at 12.45.so tired now.im going home soonnnn...17 more days.

back to study.the subject i dread most and prolly the hardest too.principles of electrical and electronic engineering. =(

to my own bro:cheer up.dont be too sad over what happened between you two.maybe shes not the right one for you aite.be happy and everything will be fine.im sure you will find a new one.way better than her =)

to denion:thx for always being there to support me in my studies.thanks a million for helping me in most of the assignments.without your help,i really cant imagine it.thx bro.

exams are coming real soon.just a blink and its in front of you.all the best to everyone.

to Mr. Ong "chicken little" Thai Kiat:thanks for being so lenient to our group.we are the only group you allow to redo for the 2nd time.thanks.will invite you for futsal.haha

to charlene:thank you for always being there to support me when im sad.in msn.haha and thx for having faith in me.just have a little faith.be more optimistic and you will see the world a better place.todays your last paper so jia you.all the best to you.you can do it.god bless you =)

mum called me in the evening and told me that the police found my waja.8836 is back.nice.i should be able to drive it when im back in kuching. =) its a long long time since i last drove.

10 more days to go.

i might not do very well but i promise i shall do my best.i will have to be more hardworking.

hope to see you soon.very soon i guess. =)

bought a malaysian football team jersey on saturday.with wee leong.MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! haha meanwhile.im once again addicted to kolo mee.even though its not as good as the ones in kuching.i will eat as many as i can when i get back.

i cant believe that my journal writing is worse than a person who speaks broken english.my god.i swear that the tutor isnt good in english.my frens paper is full of grammatical errors and he just looks through it as though everything is perfect.damn.and maybe he cant understand the english words i wrote in my paper.maybe its because the words are too difficult for him to understand.sigh.

i would like to introduce a book to everyone.

A WAY LONG GONE
by ISHMAEL BEAH

its about kids in Sierra Leone during the civil war.very touching.im still reading it.its RM70 and its available in TIMES bookstore.

have to start preparing for my exam.8th september,nation building.

meanwhile.dad just booked my ticket back to kuching.so ladies and gentlemen.listen up.on the 17th of september 8pm sharp.we shall meet in KUCHING INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT. =)

ISHALLCHANGEMYATTITUDE...

PS:charlene good luck in your exams and god bless you.you can do it.its not hard,its just a matter of yes and no =)

happy 18th birthday to dearest NATALIA LING

KOLO MEE

KOLO MEE IS GOOD.WAY BETTER THAN INSTANT NOODLES OR ANY OTHER TYPE OF NOODLES IN THE WORLD.

PS:eman....looks deliious right??but you ant find it in australia.too bad.i can have it anytime i want. =P

thursday

yesterday was just another ordinary day for me.woke up late so i decided to skip english.hope today i might be able to wake up in time to go to the nation building lecture.exams are near.yesterdays autocad test was easy.if i can do all my drawings well then i might be able to get all 4 credit hours.nice.ate kolo mee on tuesday.was quite happy because its been a long long long long long time since i last devoured kolo mee.anyway nats birthday is near so hopefully i might not forget to wish her a happy birthday =)

my bro lost his car again.sigh.hopefully my mum will get a new car before i go back so that i will be able to drive.my exams will end on the 17th of sept and my flight is on the 27th.should i change my flight or that i go down to sg and stay with my aunt for a week?still deciding.

will something special happen between you and me?or will it be just like one of my fantasies.fading away slowly.losing both grip and sight.

monday

todays not my day.why?coz we had to redo the drawing assignment again.sigh.how dumb cold i be?i dont even know how a hydraulic motor looks like?ivent finish my drawings.test is so near.everythings coming nearer and nearer.yet im not pepared.ive been trying to elate myself with happy things so that i can get motivated and start studying once more.but i cant.damn.someone shine light upon my path please.duno what to do now.

went out with jessie to meet some ss3a friends of my school.henry yap got 2nd for the competition.congrats.had great time too.onion my former math teacher was here with them.nice.

watched the U-19 champions youth cup in bukit jalil with wee leong,his bro and ah cheng.it was a great match between manchester united and juventus.but juventus had no chance of beating them.i admired no.4 brandy for his speed and no.2 lee for his passing and composure.they are good.

in less than 2 months i shall be back in kuching.cant wait.

what a day

today my lecturer told us to write an essay DESCRIBE A FESTIVAL YOU TOOK PART IN and i realised that my english is deteriorating.i only managed to hang around 320-330 words.oh nooo.what has happened to me.most prolly is that i dun have time to spare for reading english books which i used to when i was in kuching.last time i was able to finish the 6th harry potter book in a 5 days.now the 7th one which was thinner than the previous one took me more than 2 weeks.im still reading.oh no.

today was just great for me.my coursemates lagoon me or they call it aluba here.its the 2nd time since i came here.noooo...it hurts..until now.it took about 8 guys to handle me. >.< and i could not fight back as one of my hand was holding an ice-cream.haha

im still trying to understand the electronic assignment.its so hard.nooo

everyone reading this is a sucker,especially youuuuuuu

losers...haha those who have finished watched the simpsons will know it...hahah

somethings wrong with me today.ive been hyper all day.and i duno why. >.<

16th august 2007,thursday

yesterday during my nation building tutorial class,miss chew my lecturer said that i could be a very good actor.haha coz she says i can do many actions and have lots of emotions.cool.actor...haha i shall consider it.

the last few days were so dramatic and i dread thinking of it for the fear of being unable to control my wrath once again.hope the coming days shall be bright and easy.

im so lazy to redo my project.can i pay other people to do it?im still considering whether to join the b. braun innovative project.i will have to take a patient analysis every two weeks and many other stuff.its half a year.dont know whether i should take part.

meanwhile,charlene said SECRET was nice.and she even shred her precious tears.is it really that touching?we shall see her taste.haha hope i might draw out some time this sat to watch it with you. :)

pissed

the presentation today was awful.though my group manage to be the 2nd highest.but i could do better.i am the one to be blame since im the person doing the presentation.i dont know why i suddenly became nervous.i was never like that.its my worst presentation.i did it 3 times already and this is the 4th time.yet it was crap.sigh.

you fucking messaged me and said that i backstabbed you.what the hell.you contributed nothing for this whole presentation and you got marks.what more do you want.you left without telling us.and if i were to backstab you,you will get nothing for this presentation.sigh...

im starting to grow fonder of you as days go by :)

happy 18th birthday to Johnson and all the best to you.god bless you.

tired

hanged out with jia jun,jessie and iverson.dont even know who the hell is this iverson guy...jessies fren...wierdo ahah anyway...went to meet her at the ktm station.shes so dumb...haha i was stand behind her and she still msged me and asked where am i.went to sunway pyramid to meet up with jia jun as its his bday.went to CINELEISURE DAMANSARA for a movie.watched SIMPSONS.dude,the movie rocks.its my first movie since i turned 18.jessie kept hitting me as if im a sandbag.gonna get bruises.haha.but it was nice to be able to hang out with old friends.

have to do a presentation for engineering drawing.i shall be doing all the presentation.and im not fully prepared yet.

hope i shall be able to do well in my presentation.back to the preparation now... :)

Assignment

just finished the report for my ENGINEERING DRAWING assignment.shall do the presentation now.its been a dramatic day yesterday.i feel down twice while playing futsal and my head is still very dizzy.perhaps its a post-traumatic experience.and yet im still doing this crap.you guys are sleeping soundly in the room and im in the living room doing the assignment all alone.what do you think i am??superman??maybe.i really wish im one.

cut my left hand just now.how careless of me.but anyway its just a small cut.

shall be playing in a futsal tournament at 2pm later.i need sleep to rejuvenate my energy.kui yin will be coming over to KL today.she says she be arriving tonight.hope i can take out some precious time of mine to go and find her.

im addicted to ECLIPSE.ive got 10 empty cans in my house now and im finishing the 11th can.its my stress reduction pill.


this is an endurance test for me and i shall accomplish it.no matter what :)

TUESDAY,07 AUGUST 2007

hammered my hand at the workshop today....careless me....but its just a small blister...in case you guys are wondering what the heck am i doing,im suppose to make a hole through a 4mm thick iron with a chisel and a hammer...but...im the first one to finish it and my iron is the only piece that isnt out of shape...everyones iron has been hammered until it became deformed....once again,congrats to me...haha

well while i was in the workshop,i saw the wielding and i thought of something...why cant the stupid doctor who operated my right collar bone just wield the whole bone back into shape so that i wont have to go for another operation...talking about that...i have to freaking go for an operation again to take out the steel...its like my worst nightmare....noo.....i dun wana operate...it will be my 3rd time entering the operation room in my entire life....sigh....BEN QU....thank you for your kind tackle which made me ended up like that...haha anyway its history...what can i do??kill you??yea right...haha

CGPA 3.7 here i comeeee.....i shall make it come true....1 more month till my final exam...

PS:charlene...im once again touched by the words written in you blog.and thanks for helping me through this mess and i really appreciate it.i owe you one.will buy you a treat when i go down.anyway im much happier now and more optimistic.thanks.miracles do happen and god has plans for you too.just like me.cheers :)

Mon,06 August 2007

i made a big mistake last year...nothing can be done to undo it nor can i erase it.no matter how well or how hard i studied,when i look back,the scar will forever be there.first time i regret about things ive done,perhaps the greatest regret of my life. :(

PC Fair

couldnt eat KOLO MEE yesterday....was too lazy to walk down and have breakfast with randy....went to PC FAIR at KLCC with him,denion,yeou lun and ah wai...its was so crowded even though it was big...its like 5 times bigger than those in kuching...i like the speaker floor where every booth were busy playing their own songs...ALTEC LANSING......hahaha

met some of my coursemates too...had a short conversation with ZHENG MIN...saw WAN GUANG & ZHENG XING...is been quite sometime since i last saw them and im very happy to see that both of them are still together...its like so long...awesome...

had my lunch at A&W....its been a long long long time since i last drank the real root beer float...nicee.....craving for more....

ok...back to study...

a song

i was doing my engineering science at my friends house and my itunes played 分享. it made me thought of my friends in kuching.esp my ex-classmates which we sang that song together for the singing competition.i started to miss everyone of them more than ever.i wish i could stop time and get back to them.play together and fool around and worry about nothing.will i be able to do the same thing again??with the same people??only god knows....

people always say: absence makes the mind grow fond...now i really know what these words mean and how they feel like...

分享 歌手：伍思凯 专辑：分享

时间已做了选择
什黱人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐胜
过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同与
你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动好友如同一扇门
让世界(变)开阔

04 AUGUST 2007,SATURDAY

just had my hair cut just now with Denion,Yeou Lun and Randy.not much different.

Joo called me just now and ask how about me...was quite happy to be hear from her again...damn...i miss everyone in kuching....

anyway...to all my friends in kuching who are having their prelims...all the best and jia you...

where to...

todays english discussion was cool...my group did quite well...hope i can get 10 out of 10...both the engineering drawing and the english lecturers said that i looked like a big boss...haha but i tink i look like a supervisor working at WATSONS which is quite ironic though....anyway... 1 more presentation...engineering drawing...cool...hope that too comes out as a success...

the application for TEMASEK POLY just started 2 days ago.part of me wants to go there and part of me wants to stay here....what should i do...damn....now i know how indecisive i am...sigh...should i apply for a credit transefer????someone tell me.......

hope that MIRACLES happen... :)