happy new year hon. (: love you always. hugs

happy new year to everyone. (:

i realised my blog is rather dead. :(

i had a bad bad dream. and i cant sleep :(

how come everything i do everything i wanted to do, everyone goes against it. no matter what everyone will be splashing cold water. why? should i really be that presistent? or just listen to them? when you pioneer the road not taken, will it be a more rewarding or that following the footsteps of others would be the best seeked solution. im sick of it.

its hard to be walking down the darkest part of the road alone. not knowing whats behind you and whats in front of you. whats gonna come and whats gonna happen. no one to aide you and no one to advice you.

lifes been rather unkind to me lately and i dont know why.things just dont go the way its expected. people disappointing you. things turned out to be crappy. or maybe i should be thankful that im still alive every second and i shouldnt be whining because i can still enjoy good food.

the more you expect, the higher the chances of getting disappointed. maybe its best to just expect from myself and not from others.

exams exams exams....driving me crazy... i need a life. i need shopping. but im broke. ): uncle ting pay me money quick. please. i regret asking you to buy that jeans already because i could have pampered myself with the money. lol. 2 papers and im done. (:

82 more days to go (:

i miss you. LOL

i cant sleep so i woke up and blogged. (:

back in kl. (: its so sickening because you just cant drive here and there. and its so freakingholybloodygoddamn hot here. no air con ): anyway gotta pass this 2 paper and we shall see where destiny would lead to. lifes kinda boring. (: back to sleep....niteyyy

112 more days to go(:

maybe what everyone said about me is right...i aint that smart. maybe i shouldnt apply to study aerospace...im just someone normal and stupid. a poor actor in the stage of life. FML

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY
TO MYSELF
(:

Boy am i old already....ive just turned into a two zero and im starting to feel old already...well maybe im just being a paranoid. thanks for all the birthday wishes boys and girls (: hugs. take care.

im sorry that i may not be what you expected me to be. maybe other people are way better than me but you cant compare people with people. everyone has his strong and weak. to you i may seem to not put in any effort but believe me ive tried my best and gave everything i have to prove myself. im sorry im just not perfect.

genting trip was awesome. well there are unpleasant stuff too. like i banged into boon songs head and he bled profusely. lol but thank god it was only his scalp and my mouth bled too...thats when shit happens. photos will be uploaded to facebook...

just a blink of an eye and ive been here for 2 long years.god its fast. i be going back to kuching soon...tomorrow and may the saga of kolo mee resume... but i be missing you all faggots here...all the best to you all and maybe someday we might meet up again (:

I LOVE YOU BABE

is that okay??

its been so long.... so busy and so stressed. lol

BRUNEL UNIVERSITY or RMIT ?? which one?? lol

i miss everyone.... ):

si loooohhhh......hoooooooooooooooohohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho

this post is pointless

sometimes its so stubborn of me to assume that everything around me is just fine when everything is not.being ignorant towards everything just wont help at all...

im sorry mum and dad.i crashed everything again this time.again and again i crashed and messed up everything.im so sorry but ive already tried my best.i did my best to memorise everything.but i totally forgot everything when i got into the exam hall.im so sorry.i really dont know what to do anymore.the question paper left me once again doubting about my potential.whether i am suited to be an engineer.ive tried not to set too high an expectation.im trying real hard to do that but still the results are forever the same.im really really so sorry.

your prodigal son.

this years chinese new year has been a rather eventful one.with with so many fireworks going off every now and then.it may not be as many as the previous years due to the financial turmoil but still its enough to cover the vast sky of kuching.this years liondance was nice.ang pows are lesser too.whats worse,i have to rush back to kl to sit for 3 more papers and im not even in the mood to study for those 3 subjects.

cant wait to end all this crazyness so that i can enjoy all i want and party like theres no tomorrow.3 more months and im done.its not long is it?ahah and where shall i head to after that??we shall all wait and see. (:

it is a universal fact that there is no place like home (:

i shall never mess with time again because i also missed my flight back to kuching....hahaha i was like going crazy in the express train.for the fear of not being able to board the plane.but luck was on my side.the plane delayed for 15 mins (:

breakfast later anyone??call me yes?

for me exams are nightmares.i think its the same for every students.lol.its so stressful when youre pushing your own limit to strive for a better result.but all shall be gone in a few weeks time.shall go for shopping spree after im done with them.cant wait to get home for chinese new year...fireworks are amazing...it takes us back to our childhood.where everything is a fantasy.no worries no stress.

friends in kuching...brace yourself,for i am going back real soon.porridge at 12am on the 21st anyone??haha

thoughts are lingering in my mind.i suddenly felt blur about everything around me.the present happenings and the future.drifting in midst of this vast ocean clouded by shadows.

i feel very sorry for the palestinians for the recent air strike at the gaza strip.should the israelis or the americans and the british be condemned at the first place?is there any humanity left in this 3 countries?i dont think so.the british and americans were once the most admired people but now they are the most hated people in the world.when will they wake up and realised that theyve done a huge mistake and apologise to the world?

ive came up with some of my new year resolutions

get into a good uni and if possible get into uk.
control my temper
improve my communicating skills
continue my entrepeneur dream
be a better person

Happy New Year

happy new year guys.a new year,a new chapter of our lives.waiting to be written.i am yet to finish my new year resolution.so maybe i will upload it in a later date.until then.adios amigos