how come everything i do everything i wanted to do, everyone goes against it. no matter what everyone will be splashing cold water. why? should i really be that presistent? or just listen to them? when you pioneer the road not taken, will it be a more rewarding or that following the footsteps of others would be the best seeked solution. im sick of it.

its hard to be walking down the darkest part of the road alone. not knowing whats behind you and whats in front of you. whats gonna come and whats gonna happen. no one to aide you and no one to advice you.

lifes been rather unkind to me lately and i dont know why.things just dont go the way its expected. people disappointing you. things turned out to be crappy. or maybe i should be thankful that im still alive every second and i shouldnt be whining because i can still enjoy good food.

the more you expect, the higher the chances of getting disappointed. maybe its best to just expect from myself and not from others.