just moved into ma new house.and its nice. =)

had dinner with mr julian and the rest of the prodex comittee and its was awesome.just by joining this annual exhibition,ive learnt alot both from my seniors and mr julian.you should also be good to your lecturers coz that where you really learn from.not the textbooks.trust me.

sate kajang is damn nice and boy would you believe.there was like 25 of us and guess whats the amount of the bill?RM417...4 note gone just by eating sate...hahahha.but its really nice and lucky its the lecturers that are paying.its the first time i tried venision and rabbit sate.haha.venision is kinda hard and rabbit rocks.its slightly softer that chicken.hhaha.you should try. =)

im moving out soon.and dads coming. =)

sometimes i too dont understand myself well.i can comfort my friends when they are sad and listen to them.but sometimes i too get sad and whats worse,i dont even know what to do.ever since i came to kl,i breakdown more often than before.i dont know whats got into me but i will try my best to find out.i dont understand why i still cant get over you despite that theres so many girls both hot and normal passing by my path every once in a while.my friends keep telling me to let go of you but i just cant.and i dont know why.its like theres a bond that keeps you from moving away from a certain thing.i wish i can getover with this nightmare.everytime when im almost close to getting over you,you just pop by and become very nice to me.its like you appear all of a sudden from no where.what do you call that?fate?destiny?or what?i dont know.i will leave that for you to guess.ive heard that youre into someone now but what can i do?all i can do is to pray for you that you and that lucky guy can be happy together and no quarreling.

theres nothing good about me.the only thing that im slightly better at is prolly listening to those who are sad.but who will listen to me when im sad?who can i spill my heart to?coz no one really understands me.neither do i.some say im a good friend but why do i often get stabbed behind by my own friends?or even my besties?and why do i always get all the blame when things tend to go wrong?are these problems that being a good friend have to bear?

do you have a friend that will wake up in the middle of the night and listen to you cry and spill you heart out?do you have someone that will support you when you are really broke?do you have a freaking friend that will help you call a girl thats travelling overseas and lie to her about how good you are?and that she should consider you?do you have a friend that will take the blame even though its not all his fault?and will he forgive you when you backstabbed or said something bad behind him?do you have a friend that will call you are sad and he gets scolded for his phone bills?

is this what i deserve?what mistake have i made?im turning into a crazy lunatic soon.trust me.

stayed at home tonight.james asked me to join them at genting for the countdown and jason asked me to join him and his bro at ruums for clubbing and i turned both of them down.i wasnt in the mood for both.and im saving money to shop.hahah.why does topman in uk have so so so many selection and topman malaysia is so lack of variety.crap.and topman uk doesnt ship into malaysia.arrgghh.

might be meeting up with ah pui and hanging out with jessey if she plans to meet up with me.theres so many stuff yet to be bought.planning to get a levis retro cap but ive made a deal with randy.only either one of us can get.if he gets it first den i will have to kiss goodbye to the cap.when will springfield open.arrrggghhh.hope that i could at least get 2 more shirts from topman and 1 from gap before i go back kuching. =) but im so dead broke.

heres some of the pics from the product design 2007.

shopped the whole afternoon and night at pavilion with randy.collected my free gift from paul frank.and i was so damn pissed.coz the image was the same with the one i bought the other day.sigh.anyway.treat me well and i might give you the free gift.and its no at all cheap.the price tag is still there.its 90 bucks.

anyway.got myself a long sleeve from topshop. =) i am yet to get a matching jeans for it.planning to get another long sleeve from either gap or ck.and i will try to save as much as i can to get a shirt from springfield.whens the outlet in pavilion going to open?how about the one in the gardens?does anyone have any clue??

im knackered.went shopping the whole afternoon and i only bought a tee from paul frank.and the price isnt nice at all.have to go down again and collect the free gift this sat.i am yet to shop for my shirt and jeans.aarrrrgghh...i need moneyyy~~~i will upload the pic of ma shirt soon.very tired tonight.gotta sleep coz ive got class at 8 tomorrow and its math tut.the tutors face is like a horses.im so evil -_-

called mum just now and i told her that i was going to shop for clothes tomorrow and i was surprised that she didnt ask me not to spend so much.ahah.so maybe i can indulge in stuff i like eii.

was quite shocked when mr julian said that the robotic assignment was cancelled as there still to many groups yet to finish it.wth.was quite upset but what can i do.oh wells.look at the other side.at least i dont have to do the report.

ah puis coming to kl tomorrow night.hope i have time to meet up with him and dads coming on the 27th.yeah.planning to change my phone when i get back coz this phone is going to condemn soon.and i nearly missed my lecture this morning coz my phone went crazy and my alarm did not go off.crap.but what phone should i change?

poor randy.hahahahhah.get well soon and next time dont play basketball after your dinner. -_-

dear ivanna.what he did to you i couldnt believe too.cheer up and stay strong.im sure you will get over it.its nobodys fault aite =)

lots of stuff yet to do be.3 assignments yet to be passed up.and its due this week.cool.that day while walking with joy at pavilion,something made me piss off.my shoes are on sale.its 350 only.bull****.and i dont even want to how much i bought it.

anyway.christmas is so so so near.going to do last minute shopping this thursday and ive only got 300 to shop.crap.200 from my own and 100 from the credit card.maybe mum would allow me to buy more if im good.on the other side,im planning to get christmas presies.so you better be a good girl or guy and pray hard that you be in my list.coz its limited.haha.but still i will only be going back around cny.coz i still have classes.

theres like so many stuff i would like to buy.first im gonna buy a formal like casual wear shirt from topshop or fcuk.a long sleeve tee from gap.another from ck or armani x.and prolly a normal tee from graffiti-tee.and i need a new fragrance.prolly from armani or ck.

anyway.shopping at mid valley and klcc this thursday.who wants to join.

love is like clapping.you need two sides to do so.both sides have to be willing to give in.forgiveness is perhaps the gretest gift of all.

im still on the road to recovery after yesterdays exihibition.my voice is still coarse as i had to brief everyone on how to fly the airplane and instruct them.and for your information,our booth was the main attraction and even the robotic arm were not able to compete with us.there were lots people queuing up just to fly the flight simulator.some were quick learners but some especially girls had difficulty mastering it.some of them even covered their eyes with their hands and screamed when their plane was about to crash.

try repating the same instructions for 9 hours non-stop and you will understand how i feel and its a miracle that none of us lost our voices.lucky randy too could fly well so he helped me in explaining it to the crowd.

if anyone of you think that im just flattering myself then youre wrong.because you werent competing and we were just 1st years and there were 4th years with at least a diploma.think about that.even mr julian was astonished.he was grateful that we offered him our aide as he was planning not to do the simulation.if he had not done so,we wouldnt be so famous and this years prodex would just be another ordinary one.

julian told us that 8tv told hm that they might plan to have a special report and us as the special guest.coz they too were amazed by what we did and so as he deputy miniter of science whom i forgot his name.not only that,it will also be the first 2 seater aircraft made in malaysia.but if theres going to be a special report then we would be very busy.and they will have to pay for our expenses.coz if we were to fund it ourselves,then we would be doing another crap out as materials are very exp.we planned to make a platform if they would fund the whole programme.hope that they would have a special report.

pray for us guys.thank you =) goodnight.

ps.sally get well soon yea.take care.kui yin says she misses you alot.well.i miss you too.haha.take care and drink more water.

im prolly very very happy and also abit sad now.

=)
my group b7,me,denion,randy,yoeu lun,eng tseng and adam had just WON 1st PRIZE in catogery B consisting of 26 groups.and we were also the overall champion and there were 76 groups including mine participating.unbelievable.not only that.were only 1st years and everyones like 3 or 4 years older.they are all our seniors showing off their final year projects in the competition.thank you kok hong and eric our seniors and mr julian tan our lecturer and those who helped.sorry for kok hong and eric as they only got 1st runner up.they really deserve the 1st prize.

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theres no one that i can share the happiness with.wished that you were here.who can i share with?give me an answer please.feel like breaking down.

yesterday was both great and miserable.they are going to announce the winners for prodex.hope that my booth will win.if it happens then we would be famous.1st year diploma students competing among 60 groups for final year advance diploma students and still win.god help us (=

rushed the flight simulator for prodex the whole afternoon.and skipped lab too.cant wait to see the inventions of the final year students tomorrow.there are so many cool stuff.CNC.ROBOTS.CAR ENGINES.AND A PROTOTYPE AIRCRAFT.cool.and it can actually fly.mr julian will be flying it.cant wait to see.hope that our group will be the winning group.pray that everything will be going smoothly as expected. =) everyone is invited to visit us at booth B7 this fri.thur is only for judges.

i want a microsoft zune.80gb one.who would like to buy me one??

DEMC test was damn easy.prolly the easiest.i think i could get a 100 of at least 80 marks.i dint even studied.haha.wished that all the tests were as easy as this.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to WILSON and PENG YANG

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to YUVARAJ

=)

visiting pc fair today was total fun.got there earlier so i went to look for clothes alone while waiting for my friends.lots of ppl at the pc fair and hot girls too.there was one which was quite pretty at the logitech store where i bought my mouse.you wont want to know the price.she had tis innocent look and sweet smile which was prolly the main attraction.she was dressed in white too.and i bought the mouse from her ^_^ should have taken a photo with her.she introduced this mouse to me.but after buying this mouse im broke.this mouse rocks.it has the feeling that ull definitely like it when you get a grip of it.

the small thing beside it is the receiver and it comes with a pouch too.the receivers small ei?nice??go get 1 too.

miss sia.im really very very sorry for what i said.i hope that you will forgive my stupidness. =( sorry.

today was rather busy.had a quick dinner with mr julian.after that around 8 we started doing the xplane link at luns house until 12.and flying the flight simulator was cool.especially with the controller.

presentation again later at 8.OMG.im tired of presentations.i need a break.i need kit kat.

1 more test to go.prodex is next week.which will be a very busy one.and prolly i might have to skip classes to prepare the simulator.

jieying sorry i couldnt make it.will meet you this sunday aite?sorry. =(

you are what that matters the most to me.

pc fairs here.haha.gonna get some gadgets.i need an IPOD...but dad wont buy me 1.sobs.coz he says i will be addicted to it.haha.that is for sure.but anyway.hes gonna be sorry for what he just said.i called him up just now asking for money to buy mouse and cooler pad and he asked whether ive used my credit card coz theres no statement yet.i told him i used twice and he said 2 times only?im going to use more now*tsk tsk*.hahaha.clothesssss.

denion.thank you for all your effort in the assignment.we all owe you a big 1 bro.its you turn to be sick now ei?hahaha.anyway.get well soon and take more rest.dont stress yourself.weve got so many things undone and if ure sick,whos gonna replace you?xplane,robotic arms report and so on.take care yes.

Met up with the only kid yet to be an adult from our gang,XINGz.haha.something really stupid happened to us.i asked if he wanted to go into the condom house in mid valley and he was damn happy.but when we got in…the girl asked for our ic.i went in without prob.but when he saw xings ic.XX1220 she said 对不起，你还不够岁，很抱歉。。。 I was like okay….xing explain to him that its only a few more days.but she say he cant go in.hahahcrap.anyway.we had baskin-robbins and i told him that he better eat as much baskin-robbins as he could coz jie ying says theres no br in sg.haha.he bought a tee from s&k and another from graffiti-tee.i wanted to get 1 too.but they dont have the sizes that i want.crap.saw a long sleeve tee from ck.and I think im going back to buy it.its nice and its on sale.hahah.had dome and its nice.

Hanging out with the kid makes me think of our times when we used to be besties even now we still are.but we are far apart.we used to camp together and watch each others back.we play we fall we cry together.i wonder how long will i be able to cherish it.we always argued but that was just for fun and we never really quarreled.and hes prolly the best among my besties.

Happy 18th birthday to my dearest friend.sze wan joo.one of my best friends too.the 3 of us used to be scouts and camped together at school and other places too.shes finally an adult.ahhaha

While on the way back from kl sentral.i saw a man walking an Indian to the platform and into the train.when they got into the train no one gave their seats.for a moment I thought hes gonna stand all the way.but thankfully, a good Samaritan stood up and offered his place to him.god bless that guy for being so kind.i too helped a few blind before and honestly,you will feel that your day is brighter and that youre so much lucky compared to them.for those who didnt even bother to help the need,bear this in mind.put yourselves in their shoes.think of it.supposely 1 day you became blind and you wanted to go to a place.will you wish that someone would just hold your hand and guide you along so that you dont have to walk with fear.for the fear that you might walk the wrong way,you might fall down,you might knock into something??think of it and stop being so selfish.is standing up and giving your seat so hard??is holding a blinds hand so hard?will it kill you just to help them??if its so..den I dont even know how many times have I died.

Dear girl.its your turn to be sick ei??haha.anyway.get well soon.too much clubbing I reckon.haha.coz the air ventilation isnt good.take care yea miss sia.cheers.god bless you. =)

yesterday was rather crap.woke up with a severe headache and when i got to the lecture hall,i felt so cold.never felt like that before.i studied so hard but when the papers were given out,my mind was empty.i tried hard to reminsce everything but i cant.stupid headache.skipped both english and french as i was too tired.crap.


denion says i have a fever coz i feel so cold even in my own room which i normally dont.crap.didnt even eat anything until just now when randy bought me chicken porridge from mcd which i asked him to.thanks a million.it was nice though.

xings coming tomorrow and might be meeting up with him.promised to bring him to the pc fair at klcc this weekend as i told him it was bigger than the ones in kuching.

yesterday was rather fun.fooling around at canteen 2 and being the centre of attention.i think i was prolly the one who laughed the loudest.sorry.

engineering science today was piece of cake.turn out to be easier than i thought.math test at 1pm.which i doubt that i will pass.coz i hardly prepared.

still rushing my robotic research presentation.wished i had 30 hours a day.24 is hardly enough for me.i need leisure and sleep badly.jieyings coming on this wed.and i dont know if i will be meeting up with her coz im very busy.mid term tests this week and next.presentation this sat.

im still finding a converter to convert my video clip of the robotic arm so that i can upload it u.

my dearest sister,roslyn.when will you be coming back to school?theres so many thing that needs you.coz im no longer the treasurer and the supplier wants to collect the payment.you just missed your mid term test. ^_^ good.i think its best that you quit your studies.oh ya,1 more thing girl,which i think you might not know.no one in group A likes you anymore.which is quite sad.coz even your very best gang kicked you out of their group.which is rather sad.but dont worry,youre still in the same group with me in the lab practical.coz i cant kick you :P

and 1 more thing.ive received news that youre inviting peeps to go clubbing eii??well,if you were to pay for the cover and drinks.hmm maybe i will forget about our hatred and join you ei?since its free.haha.

and youre inviting people to starbucks eii??i envy you alot.coz youve got a good boyfriend who has a platinum card.hahaha.

controlling the robotic arm this morning was total fun.my friends coordinated while i moved the robotic arm.will upload the clip later as im yet to convert it.just finish studying partially.math is like so damn hard with so many equations to memorise.OMG.and i am yet to prepare to my engineering science test which falls on monday.1 day left.crap.i need motivation.

jordin sparks debut album is nice.shes only 17 as her bday is on the 22nd of dec.shes the winner of the 6th season of american idol.you should listen to her songs.tattoo and this is my now.both songs are nice.shes only 17 and shes earning money now.while me on the other hand,is still studying under full sponsorship.by my dad.

springfield clothes are like damn nice.but its not available in malaysia.arrghh.dont know if isetan has it.

joy says that im thinner now. =) called my gay partner yesterday.haha.he still sounds gay.joy said that my hair colour is nice and it suits me.

damn tired.gonna head for bed now.ciaoz

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