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this post is pointless

sometimes its so stubborn of me to assume that everything around me is just fine when everything is not.being ignorant towards everything just wont help at all...

im sorry mum and dad.i crashed everything again this time.again and again i crashed and messed up everything.im so sorry but ive already tried my best.i did my best to memorise everything.but i totally forgot everything when i got into the exam hall.im so sorry.i really dont know what to do anymore.the question paper left me once again doubting about my potential.whether i am suited to be an engineer.ive tried not to set too high an expectation.im trying real hard to do that but still the results are forever the same.im really really so sorry.

your prodigal son.

this years chinese new year has been a rather eventful one.with with so many fireworks going off every now and then.it may not be as many as the previous years due to the financial turmoil but still its enough to cover the vast sky of kuching.this years liondance was nice.ang pows are lesser too.whats worse,i have to rush back to kl to sit for 3 more papers and im not even in the mood to study for those 3 subjects.

cant wait to end all this crazyness so that i can enjoy all i want and party like theres no tomorrow.3 more months and im done.its not long is it?ahah and where shall i head to after that??we shall all wait and see. (: