sigh...........im so tired and troubled.....but who to pour out to??lifes hard....have to wait for this and that...im tired of waiting...aarghhhhhhh....................

All of a sudden,after reaching home....i felt very stressed up...shit....i duno how to say nor do i know how to explain.....arghhhh!!!!

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its only the 3rd day in kuching and im bored to death...ive got no freaking car to drive coz its still in the hospital waiting for the stupid insurance company.i want to go starbucksssss.....we shall go together dont worry. =)

my flight was cool.there was a heavy downpour in kuching and due to the turbulence,my plane was like a roller coaster going up and down up and down.there was a point when the plane dropped like 10-20 feet and everyones face is so tensed and im smiling >.< quite exciting though.

im need football and kolo mee....hahah went to apply for a mastercard this morning with my parents.hope i can use it before i go back KL =)

am i the last one to say exams are over???hahahha anyway...off i go~~~~~

one more day and one more subject left.i have to score really good for this one.electronic and electrical circuit.going home soon.yay.cant wait.done 50% of my packing only >.<>.<

i want a henna(or a mehndi) on my right hand.looks cool.hmm...where can i get one??anyone knows where???
eager to see you again.and have starbucks together.thats a promise to you~~~ =)

todays computer studies was crap.sigh...tired of this pathetic life.ppl always say thrs always a rainbow after a storm.but i cant find my rainbow.or is it that im still in this never ending storm??sigh.im tired of holding on.i feel like giving up my exams.i want to go home now....eat and sleep....care nothing about studies.duno cant do well or not.nothing really works out for me =(

gonna sleep on my books.osmosis.charlene says that way i will have more confidence so i shall try it.

just now while i was studying engineering science,a friend of mine,yong seng suddenly came up with two lame and pathetic jokes.

I) a bird was standing on top of the a sharp object.then suddenly she laid an egg.but why dint the egg break???

II)why did dinosaurs become extinct??


















I)because she wore an underwear so the egg was inside the underwear

II)because ultraman每天杀一只，杀就后就绝种。。。

todays english wasnt that hard.ive overestimated it.should be able to get an A =) when to shah alam to replace my V letter.its not uner warranty so i had to pay for it.now my keyboard looks perfect.will be having engineering science on wed after.hope the standard is not so high.4 more to go.im going home soon.

im not the last one to know that Osama bin Laden is a billionaire right??and he sponsored the taliban all by himself.i never knew he was so popular in the islamic world especially in sudan.i feel so naive =(

gonna study awhile and head to bed.i need starbucksssssss!!!!!!!

charlene thanks for your exam luck.proved to be quite useful :P

yesterdays nation building paper wasnt that bad.should be able to get an A or at least a B.tomorrow is english language which i should be able to get an A.just recovered partially from my migraine.but still it hurts abit T.T i wana go home now....cant wait.might be sending my laptop to the workshop tomorrow.to replace the stupid V button which i accidentally broke it >.< clumsy me.anyway.back to studying computer studies.hope god will be with me throughout the exam.i need him badly as i have very little confidence left.

hope miracles happen.

Charlene you can get through it.i believe so.cheer up,everything will be fine.you can do it.

later at 9am,it shall be my first college exam.NATION BUILDING.i dont know if i can do well but i shall try my best not to let my parents and you down. =) im having a mirgraine now at im in great anguish.i hope everything will be fine when i wake up later.god bless me.i shall put my best effort and answer all the questions =)

小鸟

Small Bird

lalaallalala...every morning when you wake up,just say small bird in chinese...and you will feel better...hahha it works with m =) xiao nia~~~

just now i was studying nation building and i came across something about commonwealth citizen.and after checking it in wikipedia,i feel very lucky to be born in Malaysia.As Malaysia was one of the colonies under the british empire,this country is part of the commonwealth nations so every citizen here is a commonwealth citizen.there are so many privileges.eg we can go to UK without having to apply visas.cool and we can work in UK too.we dont need police permit while staying there and can stay there as long as you want.People from other countries staying there will need a police permit.and if we lose our passport in other countries and there is no malaysian embassy there,we can go to either UK embassy or other commonwealth countries' embassies and obtain a temporary travel document.cool....

now i feel lucky and proud to be a malaysian~~~

MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA~~~ =)

4 more days till my exams and ive only done abit of revision??sat is nation building and i only learn 4 chapters out of 8? >.< damn anyway...theres a small minor problem yet to be solved.

can anyone tell me what can i do with these??all empty already.haha~~~

i think i have autophobia.coz i dread being alone and everytime when im alone i feel lonely and sad...sigh.what can i do...heaven knows...going out doesnt help either.coz i see couples holding hands and im holding my own hands...exams are so near and im still here blogging... =(