Mon,06 August 2007

i made a big mistake last year...nothing can be done to undo it nor can i erase it.no matter how well or how hard i studied,when i look back,the scar will forever be there.first time i regret about things ive done,perhaps the greatest regret of my life. :(

PC Fair

couldnt eat KOLO MEE yesterday....was too lazy to walk down and have breakfast with randy....went to PC FAIR at KLCC with him,denion,yeou lun and ah wai...its was so crowded even though it was big...its like 5 times bigger than those in kuching...i like the speaker floor where every booth were busy playing their own songs...ALTEC LANSING......hahaha

met some of my coursemates too...had a short conversation with ZHENG MIN...saw WAN GUANG & ZHENG XING...is been quite sometime since i last saw them and im very happy to see that both of them are still together...its like so long...awesome...

had my lunch at A&W....its been a long long long time since i last drank the real root beer float...nicee.....craving for more....

ok...back to study...

a song

i was doing my engineering science at my friends house and my itunes played 分享. it made me thought of my friends in kuching.esp my ex-classmates which we sang that song together for the singing competition.i started to miss everyone of them more than ever.i wish i could stop time and get back to them.play together and fool around and worry about nothing.will i be able to do the same thing again??with the same people??only god knows....

people always say: absence makes the mind grow fond...now i really know what these words mean and how they feel like...

分享 歌手：伍思凯 专辑：分享

时间已做了选择
什黱人叫做朋友
偶而碰头心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受绝非三言两语能形容
可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我
与你分享的快乐胜
过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同与
你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动好友如同一扇门
让世界(变)开阔

04 AUGUST 2007,SATURDAY

just had my hair cut just now with Denion,Yeou Lun and Randy.not much different.

Joo called me just now and ask how about me...was quite happy to be hear from her again...damn...i miss everyone in kuching....

anyway...to all my friends in kuching who are having their prelims...all the best and jia you...

where to...

todays english discussion was cool...my group did quite well...hope i can get 10 out of 10...both the engineering drawing and the english lecturers said that i looked like a big boss...haha but i tink i look like a supervisor working at WATSONS which is quite ironic though....anyway... 1 more presentation...engineering drawing...cool...hope that too comes out as a success...

the application for TEMASEK POLY just started 2 days ago.part of me wants to go there and part of me wants to stay here....what should i do...damn....now i know how indecisive i am...sigh...should i apply for a credit transefer????someone tell me.......

hope that MIRACLES happen... :)

dad

just came home...went to PRINCE HOTEL & RESIDENCE to fnd my dad....hes here for a meeting...the place was big and luxurious...nice...

i miss my family in KUCHING and my friends too....but not to worry...i shall be back...very soon...hahaha

there will be a NEW shopping mall in KL....KL PAVILLION SHOPPING MALL...nicee....

dad says that GSC is going to KUCHING with 7 or 8 cinemas...cool...hahah

i want the new LIMITED EDITION ADIDAS PORSCHE DESIGN shoes....but its RM399.90... T.T sigh....

30th July,2007 Monday

my dads gonna come over KL for a meeting and i will be meeting him...haha hope i doesnt insist on coming over to my place if not...his formidable wrath will be triggered once again...which is a dread...my room is forever messy even though i ve just finished tidying...sigh anyway....i shall go and sleep now so that i can have a good mood when i see him...ciaoz...

few more weeks till final test....assignments to rush....

smile everyday and the world will be a different place.... : )
dont worry be happy....

what have i done to deserve this...

SONG...kena NUCLEAR by the head of Mechatronics....for 40 mins...and i recorded it down....we are always wrong...sigh....CHAP SIAO lah....

my bro's coming over to find me later..... ^_^ and my dad's coming over on MONDAY...^_^ cool

time to sleep.... MUST STUDY HARDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHIONGGGGGGGGGGGGG lalalalalalalalalalalala

test....

2 test down...2 more to go....damn why did i give up on GRAVITATION....shittt...i knew it would come out but i just gave up on that chapter....wth....1 marks gone >.< and ROTATIONAL MOTION too...1 more gone...6 marks left...if i can get 5 out of 8 then it will be cool...thats like one in a million...

anyway....hope todays drawing will be easy so i can score full marks....ahhaha and tomorrow's PRINCIPLES OF ELECTRIC CIRCUITS will be easy and i wont have to crack my stupid brains....haha but no matter what....life goes on....

ive just realised that i have a bunch of cold jokers living just 4 houses next to mine...and dey are worse than me...hahah damn....

i just collected my long awaited harry potter book yesterday....but im pissed....CARREFOUR and TESCO are selling at rm69.90 and i bought mine at rm87.50 after discount at BORDERS.the actual price is rm109.90.sigh...cant wait to finish the book...its only 600 pages... >.<

happy belated 13th birthday to my lil cousin,MATTHEW

dont know what to do

everythings been turned upside down lately...and i duno why its all coming together at a time....ive almost gone mad...the drawings i haven pass up...the tests i hardly studied except for engineering science....and so many minor problems turned into big ones...

you fucktard....did you know what have you done...why the hell you go make this issue a personal issue between us and ur gang...WHY....you never attend lecture classes and never ask for notes...and now you are blaming our responsibility....FUCK u man...put urself in our shoes and think about us...how hard it is to be a committee member + mechatronics aint an easy course...ive enough stress to deal with and you retard put more burden on us...

you said you were aptitude in leadership...we gave you a chance but you did not express any of your leadership skills...we wanted to force you to step down...but you said you resign,we gave you some respect and dignity...but what did we get in return??we,being the bad guy and you are the good guy and everyone in the course pities you...you went to tell the HEAD of mechatronics that we pulled you down??WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS THIS...not only we wanted you to step down,the whole office too wants the same thing...

you screwed up the whole thing...the head is very pissed all because of you GOOD DEED,how many times have you went into his office within 9 weeks??i think its uncountable...who is right and who is wrong you know it better than anyone...DUDE...dont make me spill the whole thing out...when the whole thing is being unleashed...there is no turning back...you wont be able to undo it...PLEASE...im giving you an escape route...but if you really want to do this the hard way...then im sorry...STOP BEING A TROUBLE MAKER will you??why cant everyone cooperate peacefully??cant you be more obliging??why??why do you always want to be the center of attraction??

YOU ARE ONLY USING SONY ERICSSON W700i and YOU WANT TO SHOW OFF YOU HANDPHONE??BENNY BENASSI's SATISFACTION is a 3 year old song already...and now then you start to listen and worse you played it through the MIC in the lecture hall...dont you think you are abit naive and childish??you should look into the mirror...trying to act rich...IS DRIVING A JAGUH VERY MACHO??please la...that bike is only 6.5k and you want to show off???its not like youre driving a HARLEY V-ROD...6.5k compared to 140k??you do the math...i dont want to know...be more down to earth please...

anyway,fellow from MECHATRONICS YEAR 1,if you people do read this,on behalf of the whole committee,i would like to apologize to everyone of you for not being able to provide you people the best,but i can guarantee you guys everything will be fine after next tues...coz the HEAD will be coming over and i dont know what he is going to do...if he decides to disband the whole committee then im sorry,we will not be able to get any notes from that day onwards,because no one will be doing all these craps that we are doing...all because of a childish pathetic naive kid who thinks this is a joke...and went to tell the HEAD his side of the story...guys...im really really very sorry but we did the best we could...we were being bombarded yesterday for a whole 20mins because of that small matter...sigh

i feel so helpless...and i didnt even revise my math and the test is tomorrow...sigh...all because of this crap...HOPE GOD IS ON OUR SIDE...

my bro is coming to KL today...cool man....