just got back from town.went out with dad just now and he will be leaving for macau tomorrow.just now i told him that i wanted to get a new mouse as mines going to die soon and a cooler pad.he said ok and he asks me to buy a better one so that it lasts longer.thank you.hes gonna pay for my speakers too.but i think i will only ask him to pay part of it la.i will pay the rest.im planning to get an edifier or maybe harman/kardon sound sticks.i like the sound sticks.damn nice.but its 5++ omg.gotta start saving now.

planning to ask my dad to apply a standard chartered gold card for me because now they have a limited edition one.with batman on it.shit i want it.

P.S. my dearest piglet.you cant compare me with your boy coz im way way way better than he is.and im more hugable than he is.this is a fact.

charlene,get well soon.cheer up =) take care.god bless you.

just finished my proposal at luns house.a short presentations tomorrow.how to introduce robots?OMG.its so hard.

went to jw mariott to find my dad just now.will meet with him again tomorrow.he brought my clothes which i accidentally left it at my aunts house in sg.how careless of me.

cant wait for the year end sale.saving money to shop. :) you better start doing so too.

steve mclaren got sacked.yeah.serve him right for not letting david beckham play.kicked him out of the 1st team then later begged him to come back.idiot.why not let him play the whole match?let him come u for only 22 mins?he made a perfect corner for crouch.but they might even won the match if he was in the 1st team.this is a good lesson for england too.for letting an idiot taking charge.Sven-Göran Eriksson was better.

:(
group presentation today dint go well either.dint know who to blame.prolly its mine coz i dint really help them out.sigh.

everyone will be going back to kuching soon and ive still got half sem.

1 week since i had dunkin donuts

broke

:)
starting a new electronics lab session next week.cant wait.

dad is coming tomorrow.and im meeting him up on sat morning as he has a LG dinner at jw mariott.

jasmine 'fish' leong will be in kl for her promo tour on jan 5 and will be having a concert at bukit jalil next year.the date is yet to be confirmed.

the digital electronics & microprocessors lecturer plans to change the assignment into an individual one so it means that i wont have to see her face.OMG.yes.

was quite pissed yesterday.dont wanna think about it.the stupid girl and the bloody seniors.prolly wasnt my day.hope todays presentation goes on smoothly.

i wana go to my chemical romances concert and fish leongs concert in singapore or at least one of of them.but im so broke.aahhhhhh.i need jackpot now =(

anyway.dads coming over in a day or two.he will be staying overnight in kl as he is on a transit to macau.travelling again.i wanna go =(

piglets coming too.nice.cant wait to see her.prolly prettier than before.will i recog her when i see her?or i might just pass by her without noticing.ahah.pitlet.dont forget our deal.haha.i cant find a cardboard with that size.OMG.

stupid debbies coming over too.5th dec.ahah.

msged michelle yesterday and she said she might be studyin in taylor next year.joo might be coming too.tourism.omg.with them around.i think i wont be that bored anymore.but still if they study there,its far.i have to sit an hours train ride to see them.crap.

mid term test is coming and i dread math and digital electronics & microprocessors.but i heart basic eletronics and engineering science.

this weeks rather hectic and so will the following weeks.have to study for test.assignments yet to be done.somemore have to help mr julian.prodex is coming soon.and that will increase the burden too. -_- stress kills.

math today was still okay.managed to get everything into my mind.and it is really somethig to be proud of.coz i seldom manage to get everything into my peanut sized brains.especially math.

miss tan said that only 2 person got A for the individual presentation and god i know that i didnt really prepared well enough so i guess the letter just slipped from my grasp.sigh.theres a group presentation this thur and i shall prepare well.

gotta wake up really early tomorrow because i will have to be at the train station at 6.45.adam will be waiting for me at maluri lrt station.and it takes more than 1 hour to reach there.have to go to secondary schools to hand out letters to request the permission to give talks.hope everything goes smoothly.

im starting to miss my family.sigh.but its okay.coz dad will be in town this weekend as he is going to macau for a vacation.

when you walk away,i count the steps that you take.do you see how much i need you right now.

one of my greatest dread is working along with people who are proud and boastful.can only talk but not do.i dont know how the heck you managed to get into my group.i duno what lame excuse did you give to the lecturer so that you can be in my group.who do you think you are?you want to be in my group without even telling me?ive enough with you.last semester,we were in the same freaking group for 5 freaking assignments and you dint even do anything.you just talk talk talk and after that you go back to your hometown.leaving us to do the rest.and when you came back,you complained to the lecturer that we werent cooperative.talk about that.im going to talk to the lecturer about this matter later.stupid bitch.thats the reason why I didnt include you in the list for the aircraft exhibition help out list,even though you studied aviation before.coz all you do is talk.and never do.even if you do.you do crap.

you keep judging other peoples english.how about yours?i think your standard is not even up to my 13 years old singaporean couz.yours suck big time.I PLAN TO IMMIGRATE MY FAMILY TO AUSTRALIA? My god.you cant even differentiate between headache and migraine.dilemma and problem.

and please,youre not even close to rich.wearing a levis swaroski isnt rich.wearing a rm350 esprit dress isnt either.if youre really rich,get a real louis vuitton bag and wear a rolex.wear armani jeans instead of levis.and I will salute you.is having a platinum card really that proud?do you really have to show of?take a picture of the card and upload it on your friendster?OMG.somemore the card isnt free.you have to pay?my dear,its only from public bank.theres nothing to be proud of.you dont have to go round telling people that your bf has a platinum.well,i have one too.and its free.if your card is issued by international banks like citibank,hsbc or standard chartered then I have nothing to say.yours is only local.get a titanium then.if youre really that rich.coz you cant apply for titanium.they give it to you.drive a harley davidson v-rod instead of a hyundai elantra which belongs to you bf.coz the v-rod is way more expensive than your car.

Im typing this post in my kl bound train.im on my way back to kl.its been a hectic weekend for me.i was in sg to accompany my family as they are there for holi.i hardly shopped as I had to bring my grandparents around and not only that.i had to pushed granny as her legs are not that strong.my aunt suggested wheelchair for her but no one wants to push her.managed to meet stupid debbie for lunch and took pics of the christmas tree in ngee ann city with her.the pics are already on her blog so I wont have to upload it.but its not advisable to look at the pics as my eyes seems to be so small especially standing beside someone with big round weird eyes.haha.
dint manage to meet with charlene as I only smsed her on sun night and because of that I had not much time left in sg so we couldnt meet up.sorry yea.will meet you next time aite.

bought an esprit pants for myself and my lil bro.bought a springfield shirt for him too coz he likes white clothes and has been asking my mum to buy her one.i will get 1 more for him when I go down to pavilion.if theres a sale coz im so broke.and im yet to pay to rental and books and stuff.i am yet to get myself a nice shirt.

had a chat with sam and harry via msn.and after some of harrys advice,ive decided to hold on and continue caring for you.keeping the candle alight even though the wind is strong.im trying hard to stay strong too.hope you will try your best and stay strong too. =)
take care and god bless you.i shall go and sleep now. au revoir

every setback is a setup for a comeback.everytime you make a decision,you are making a change in your life.

chi xim jiok dui

sio yong ji bue LATTE guan zhui lu

ho ho lu ai wa zhe tam bok

an liam eh bi so lu be dong ji kuang kam gok

zha wu lang boi lu yong yan be hiao

kua tiok lu ga ee di wa bin jeng

zhen meng wa eh ai si kong kam

lu be tong wa eh hi chok qiu kui

si lu yong yan be bak gue eh ti eh

wui lu hu chut hi kuang xiong xim lu yong yan be liao gai

wa you ho ko ming chiang ka ki ai lu eh ji que

lu you hen hen bek teh wa eh hwong bei

kin kin kam meng lai am xng wa eh bak sai

meng zai ai lu li kui ee eh seh kai bo ko leng

wo gok gong gong dang gao qi gi chut hien eh hi ji jit

gao ga hi ji jit lu eh huat hien

jin jin ail u eh lang ka ki kua kin xiong bei

eh bak wa sio gong wa ga ki eh hou hui

beh sio ai ga gue tao chi xim jiok dui

wui lu ga lao eh tao ji leh bak sai

wui lu zho zhen he gai bi

eh wua be deng lu dui wa eh zhiong jue

wui lu hu chut hi kuang xiong xim lu yong yan be liao gai

wa you ho ko ming chiang ka ki ai lu eh ji que

lu you hen hen bek teh wa eh hwong bei

kin kin kam meng lai am xng wa eh bak sai

meng zai ai lu li kui ee eh seh kai bo ko leng

wo gok gong gong dang gao qi gi chut hien eh hi ji jit

gao ga hi ji jit lu eh huat hien

jin jin ail u eh lang ka ki kua kin xiong bei

this song is in chinese.痴心绝对.but I changed it into hokkien lyrics.i wonder if you understand what im writing.coz part of it is my current feeling towards you.the rest of it cant be explained in words.it has to be done.

Harry came up with this idea.

went to yan palace for dim sum just now.went to outram park for a walk then to vivo city.hardly walked.ended up in Häagen-Dazs.i need more.donuts too.nothing much today.i should be relaxing myself but somehow i just feel like theres something missing in my life.and i dont know whats it.aarrghh.got to rush my assignments.dont want to end up like last sem,rushing for this and that at the very last minute.

sorry charlene coz i wont be able to make it for breakfast tomorrow morning.gotta accompany my grandparents.going back to kl tomorrow night.feeling both sad and happy at the same time.sigh.duno how to explain either.

went to xin wang at cineleisure with jieying.the food was nice.pass her the donuts and the kite runner for her to read.enjoyed her company too.and we took pictures with the enormous christmas tree inside takashimaya.went book hunting i kinokuniya but couldnt find any thats nice.prolly its because i have a bad taste for books.

went back earlier as i had to get back to my grandparents.went to rama thai for dinner.shark fins.but its not as nice as the ones in thai village.grandpa loves shark fins.so i had to accompany him.other than the shark fins,the food was nice.

this week is going to be a pretty tough week for me.ive got english group presentation on tue and im going back on tue morning.somemore we never even practiced.have to prepare a proposal for my robotics assignment.do another research for robotics too.have to come up with an idea of how to build a mock cockpit.and have to test the connection of all 5 laptops linked together for prodex.the exibitions in dec and ive got less than a month to finish the cockpit and the connection and get everything moving.mid term test is coming.crap.

feel like going down to east coast park and have a walk alone.need the solitude of the beach badly.sigh.

is putting high hopes of being together with a person stubborn?especially when you know that its not going to happen?if it is then im stubborn am i not?

your happiness is my goal.i will still like you even if you wont like me back,thats alright for me.